~an immortal mind with a dead heart~

2004-05-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

hello

2003-12-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

alrites all,i have moved!!!!!! go here,sugar daddies & mummies: SHE'S BACK!! so dont forget to update ur links yea??ill add ur links soon!ta`~~~~`~~~

2003-12-03T10:58:00.000+08:00

HEY PPL! yes im not dead yet.haha.im doin ok,thank you very much.but im currently still on HIATUS so yep,dont miss me so much (rite!! =p) .ill be back hopefully next year with a new everything. and yep to all who have shown your love & concern on my tagboard,thank you dearies,yes,i miss u guys too! & to those wonderin wad has happened to me & sameer,yes,u gez it rite again,we're back together &

2003-11-21T16:46:00.000+08:00

2003-11-21T16:44:00.000+08:00

DUN GIVE UP.... hello everyone... my name is Sameer.. yes im the one causing so much problem to nini. Im the guy that caused her life to be a living hell... and im not proud to say it... nini has left her blog world, and she had planned to shut it down... but i wont let that happen... dats y she decided to leave me with her account and password... i knoe i have no right to do this coz its not

2003-11-21T12:01:00.000+08:00

is it over? my wedding fantasies are over.my baby names will never come be names for babies. im emotionless.i feel empty.i feel..nothing..i didnt cry.i didnt whine.i just scrubbed that hellluva dirty window of mine.i still cant believe u asked me that question "do you love me or not?" i cant believe u asked that after 13 months of being together. you still misunderstood me.i cant be bothered to

2003-11-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

~ Ode to the Bloodsucker ~ (a tribute to the devilishly sexy Vampire Lestat by me) Im sucked into a black whirlpool of earth Im deaf,im blind,i cant say a word I tried to breathe but all i can feel Is the darkness seeping thru my veins Arousing the yearning for virgin blood of saints I cursed and i frothed And the the heat beneath me burns my soul Is this the meaning of eternity? Living in a

2003-11-14T12:50:00.000+08:00

**Shopping sistas reunion** went shopping wif elizabeth in town the other day.coincidencally CT & her fren,Hanis planned to go shopping too so the 4 of us went together,happy buzzing chicks free of skool & stuff. god,was i so happy to see eliz.missed her so much ever since we were separated by different specialisations this year.she,in animation,& poor me in games.sighs* nonetheless,we can still

2003-11-11T21:52:00.000+08:00

You're "One Step Closer." You like to beunderground. You might have a weird obsessionwith strange looking ninjas. By the end...youhave a bad headache from being upside-down withthose crazy ninjas!!! What Linkin Park Video are You? (With Chester Pics!) brought to you by Quizilla thanx to breakblaze 4 this quiz ;) whoopee doo dah~ Chester is deliciously cuuute!hehe..got me some new high heels

2003-11-10T15:22:00.000+08:00

Akasha & Lestat against Neo & Trinity?hmm mm aight people,like my new gothic layout? i tot my site could do some serious revamping after sticking to sweet,soft colours for the past layouts. getting a tad too sickening for me. so with my morbid love for vampires & in loving memory of the late Aaliyah, i came out with this new baby.heh. my inspiration also came after finally getting to read Anne

2003-11-07T15:56:00.000+08:00

ITS OVER!! its over,its over,its finally over!! ok.not really.my group didnt do the stupidah storyboard & poster(we didnt had time!) so they gave us extension till next wednesday which is just absolutely fantastic.so rite now,im free to think about whatever i want,dun have to care bout anything else,dont have to rush home for buka and basically strip myself & dance in the rain heck caring

2003-11-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

* Death, oh sweet death * this morning on my way to skool, i suddenly thought of death. to be more specific, i wondered who will come to my funeral,who will cry for me,who will look at my white face and turn away,who will visit my grave after five years of my death. morbid?i know. i try not to think of death everytime.but it will come to me when i close my eyes to sleep,when i close my eyes and

2003-10-31T12:11:00.000+08:00

Daydreaming again..... Hey people. Whats happening? i feel like i have not seen the sunshine for eons.bleah.feel like im stuck in some ice age with all the noisy mammoths and sabbath-tooth tigers and what-have-you. studio project is slowly draining my soul away.why today i totally didnt feel like going to school if it wasnt for my dear who woke me up @ about 0735 plus with the default 'T.A.T.U.

2003-10-28T09:35:00.000+08:00

Gem Inspirations~ Well,guess whose back,people??jeng,jeng,jeng......bubu!!yeah! =) check out her gorgeous gorgeous site;she has her own domain too!!waaaaaa *green wif envy* Click on pix to immigrate urself there! hmm mm,i cant depend on angelfire(be4 they validated my account again!!grr) and blogger for long so i oughta get one too..juz eepin bad im not made of money =p and tokin bout

2003-10-25T11:38:00.000+08:00

***Escaping reality*** i want to go snorkelling at bora-bora island!! i want to run away from my worries..the pain..the hurt...the blackness engulfing each breath i exhale... i want to swim with the fishes in the sea without a care in the world.... i want to cry my heart out in the sea and let the salt water drown them away.... i want to float there for hours without anyone waiting for me on

2003-10-23T10:27:00.000+08:00

i got so bored of typing out my story( im supposedly in charge of the game storyflow) that my itchy witchy hands opened windows explorer and started to click click around aimlessly. then i found this hilarious site. check it out here! Friendster's spoof . im not in Friendster tho but anyone whose in everyonesconnected.com, add me in yea? email is elven _roach@hotmail.com =) anyway, finally made

2003-10-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

*** new look & feel,new me,new conspiracy well well.whaddya know? my studio project (3 wks,9-5pm in skool kinda shit) officially commenced today.and i still had all the freakin time in the world to get a new layout.heh.even played 'good big sister' and helped build my sis,breakblaze her own blogsite.sheesh. not that im not stressed and busy.but 1st days are alwaz super slacky.and not to mention

2003-10-19T00:27:00.000+08:00

Enuff of hypocrisy Apparently angelfire has removed me from their services becuase according to them,i had validated my account.Without specifying a reason,they even banned me from retrieving back all my files i've uploaded on their site.i am so ever pissing mad.wth did i do wrong???eeping suckers. so now im searching for some site to upload my stuff and get my pics back on my site.looks so

2003-10-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

2003-10-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

ASSIGNMENT MADNESS,PSYCHOTIC GUYS AND ALI G (RA) ON FULL SCREEN OMG.i think im going crazy. The psychotic guys in the lab now are showing ALI G with his dumb r(a) movie on the screen,sound to the max.i tell u,anything to do wif ali g,means HORNINESS and kinky sex scenes.these guys are mad.but i still went to eat macdonalds with them,along with that freaky guy who skates all skool long with his

2003-10-13T12:38:00.000+08:00

black what nail polish color are you? brought to you by Quizilla got this from Lady Lynda's site =) MEN i read heathenbrew's site yesterday after much prompting from the darling herself.she approached me in msn on my 'self-confessed' nick 'Miss Pampered Bitch Queen'. heh.well the MAN called me that.jokingly i hope.then the MAN self-proclaimed himself as 'Mr Arrogant Bast*rd'.okay.our pet

2003-10-11T12:13:00.000+08:00

a new HOPE? hello everyone. yes,ive changed colours.doesnt really look as nice as pink but wad the heck.tot i could get a fresh look on being 18 (and to celebrate d fact dat i didnt die on dat day too).well,it actually went ok.Underworld was so good i gave it my precious thumbs-and toes-up.even though me and my dear got the first front seats.hahah.but it doesnt matter cuz the movie was worth

2003-10-09T09:17:00.000+08:00

IM NOT DEAD YET? wow. days passed and im still very much alive.heheh.sorry for not been updating these days.been super dee duper busy with my assignments,all due either this week or next week.then there was the NYP's Martial Arts Day at the Theatre of Arts(TFA).was involved backstage;oklah i was supposed to be the dumb runner for the right wing.stupid,lowly job.skipped 'precious' lessons for

2003-10-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

2 days and 3 more hrs to my death? I remember my mum used to say its very possible dat u'll die on the day ure born.very morbid.so rite now im countin down to that particular day,thinkin of all the potential ways dat i will die from.choke on fish mcdipper?slip and fell on my head on one of the slippery walkways of NYP?someone who has been hating my existence decided to poison my ice milo?hmm mm

2003-10-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

What fools these mortals be! yeah,what fools can us be. to be engulfed in over-powering emotions that burn us in cauldrons of endless pain and boilling tears of misery. okay,that was not an understatement for what happened today.the beginning was horrible.i dare not thought of it anymore and i dare not engrohl them here. i tried not to let my weak,flawed inner self to take the best of me.but i

2003-10-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

Boys are pain in the baboon's pink ass at times like this wad the shittin hell.i dont get it. i was not in a good mood after i took my bus home alone while my bf took his.he wanted to go town in d 1st place n i had to refuse cuz it was already 9pm+ n i didnt want 2 come home late again and get locked out of the house's door by my mum. so i thought,yea,a packet of kerepok pedas @ the mamak's

2003-10-01T16:36:00.000+08:00

>>>>>> >>>Watch Return of The King trailer here!!!!!!! <<<<<<<<<<< on the other hand,for those who forgot,today's Children Day.so happy children day to all who still have dat 'child' inside of u!=) n i got a Chupa chupps lollipop from herman,sheesh.we were jokin in d mornin when i told him ill get him a 10 cents pencil n he has 2 buy lollipop for me for the sake of Children's Day.n gez wad?he

2003-09-30T09:06:00.000+08:00

VOICEOUT pix r up!click for bigger viewing!! From left to right:Us at the reception,the 3 most wackiest emcees (Hadibah,zaki[yes yes,i bet all d girls r swoonin rite now!n dat includes my dear fren WITCH] n michelle),herman n WITCH,the OGLs saluting the banner as it lifted up,me n herman actin cute =p Me and WITCH(the lighting sux lah!plus my black tudung didnt help at all =| ),the runners at

2003-09-27T10:32:00.000+08:00

Keep Him :-) This guy's got marriage on the brain - and should propose soon... That is, if you play your cards right. Keep doing what you're doing.Marriage material guy doesn't like drama - or hot today, cold tomorrow relationships. So keep it flowing peacefully, and you'll capture his heart. Is He Marriage Material? Take This Quiz :-) Hyuk hyuk hyuk...dont know why im even doin this quiz in

2003-09-25T20:08:00.000+08:00

"cue 1,go!stage lights on,emcee's mike on,house music off" hello good people of bloggerdom!(blog's kingdom). im very much tempted to talk about the BIG SHOW yesterday after reading the comments at the tagboard ;) First and foremost,to pocong,congratulations on getting 1st place for the band category!!DWAFH rocked the whole auditorium down,baby!we people at the right stage wing was jumping up and

2003-09-23T23:01:00.000+08:00

**perhaps,perhaps,perhaps** tomorrow's the big day. nyp's Parady Voiceout 2003 at the auditorium. why am i not at all excited?so im the backstage crew..so what?does my absence makes any difference?NO.i was pretty pissed after today's rehearsal.not with the participants;they were ok but more with the people im working with.the seniors too.sheesh,i was muttering 'fark,fark,fark' all the way home

2003-09-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

lower down ur ego or risk being public enemy no 1.! i read the malay newspaper today Berita Harian just for laughs.okok,dont usually read it,'cept if they feature any eye-candies or any explicit,interesting cases but today something else caught my eye.if u people caught Suria's talentime show,Anugerah,there's this particular girl named Elfaeza,yes,i could hear some people grinding their teeth

2003-09-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

* chocolates,emo and town* it was my 11mths anniversary yesterday wif my dear,sameer.glad u love the chocs,dear =) like u said,"nothing can come between u and guylian chocolates" so there u go...sheesh,chocolates are downright sinful,aint they?chocolates and me dont go well together either..if u people read WITCH's blog recently,she did stated a reason why this is so.*covers face in shame*

2003-09-18T13:56:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHH.... my layout screwed up!!! had to start from scrape again!!!! aarrghhh!!!!!!! stupid blogger!!!!! argh!!!!! :(

2003-09-15T17:45:00.000+08:00

im sick!im sick!im sick! urghh =( now all my classmates down the row are sniffing their running noses out too,thanks to me.oh,not to mention sore throats.what to do?i had to come to skool today or else my dumb night safari assignment will get a rotten zero.bleah!all the same.....here's something to cheer up at.... *grins* Anyone watching 'turn left turn right' soon??i admit it sounds and looks

2003-09-13T11:48:00.000+08:00

Eeeek... cute rite?i so want a pet! :( thanks to my sis,our house are out of bounds for cats,hamsters,chincillas,and anything furry.She has this fur-phobia or something;strange little girl.so left the fish category which MY DAD has this phobia of keeping them ever again.i think he hated himself when our 5 goldfishes died last year.he used to be a passionate fish-lover;kept many breeds of fishes

2003-09-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

Redang island pix are up!(click on pics to satisfy your sight/enlarge) From left,waiting for check in:me,my 13-yr-old sis,diyana n 14-yr-old bro,sufiyan. How heavenly the beach there looks like My sis,diyana a.k.a. breakblaze in her snorkelling gear Lastly,us in the sea,along with my mum;far left.Redang for life,baby!:p h0oked on:Lumidee-Never leave you(uh ooh,uh ohh)

2003-09-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

2003-09-10T19:56:00.000+08:00

pirates and public nudity? ok..right about now,im downloading tryouts from the net cuz this stupid,lamey skool comp has no adobe photoshop,no illustrator,no imageready,even no dreamweaver!WTH?might as well drink rum with captain jack sparrow on some 'ulu' island and say bye bye to poly life!hahaha.. ok ok yes,i did managed 2 catch Pirates of the Carribean today with my dear in the afternoon @

2003-09-09T13:41:00.000+08:00

guess whose back? aight people,im finally back!phew.wad a holiday!had 1 of the best times of my life!rite now,im still trying to adapt to the fact that im no longer awaking to the sounds of the waves crashing a few metres away and the white doves chirping like nobody's buisness. *sighs* bummer.all the same,glad to be safely home at last.i still feel like im in the boat,rocking from left to

2003-09-04T08:55:00.000+08:00

Good thursday morning fellow blogians! First n foremost,i apologise for not been updating this week due to crappy,mission-impossible assignments,endless VoiceOut auditons + trials runs,and lots others "unforseen circumstances". *half-smiles* im rushin like mad for my assignments cuz i'll be out of this country tomorrow all the way to next monday!! yup,believe it or not,i so wanted a vacation a

2003-08-31T15:15:00.000+08:00

ok people,so the poor goldfish died.*sighs* oh well..nvm,lets talk bout marriage now,i've been dyin 2 blog about this ;) When i get married..hopefully before the age of 25..i will.. 1. Get my own apartment,but always droppin by to visit my parents;hey,i love them to bits!! 2. Adopt a cat from the cats society,probably a white persian 3. Minimise the furniture in my house,for breathing space 4.

2003-08-29T11:33:00.000+08:00

A tormented goldfish and a doggy pillow* Hah.yesterday was crackin bananas funny.you see,we had to film this short commercial for our Digital Sound and Video(DSV) group assignment.so we settled on Mentos.you know,the 'mentos freshmaker' trademark..yea!!so someone had to become the main actor,d one and only promotin for the whole thing,and that someone unfortunately had to be Rad.hahahaha... kudos

2003-08-26T13:39:00.000+08:00

y is my blog so slow in publishing?!!!

2003-08-25T09:01:00.000+08:00

Right about this moment,i think im loving my life the way it is now.1st time a monday feels so wonderfully great.I went to skool early,not because im a dupe and 4got my class starts late again(?!!) but simply because i wanted to be with my dear before his 8am class.missed him a lot during the weekends.and yesterday,i played Disciples 2:Dark Prophecy wif my lil bro all d way till 2am!freakin

2003-08-22T11:07:00.000+08:00

confidence,my ass!hahaha...Confident What is your behaviour towards guys? brought to you by Quizilla WOoOoo...johnny depp,baby!! ;) okok,i know im supposed to be workin on my stupid assignment rite now but i juz need 2 get this shitty stress of me..u see,i went down 2 skool today juz to sign a lamey SDN club official form!! *bleep,bleep*urghh.....i have not eaten since breakfast too and im still

2003-08-22T10:20:00.000+08:00

wad is wrong wif the internet these days?!!!!!!!blogger's publishing process is damn slow.my tagboard's certified dead.not to mention,im wayyy behind deadlines.im so lagging and im too tired to catch up.maybe i should call this diploma quits and get married and go migrate to somewhere rural,among the sheep and green,sunflower fields.yeah rite! urgh.. h0oked on:50 cent-P.I.M.P.

2003-08-20T11:59:00.000+08:00

okay so i screwed up in the final paragraph of my last post.i felt kinda stupid and dumb the next day.thanx to all anyway who showed concern,you know who you are *hugs* it didnt have to take more than a day to realise how important and special he is to me.1 thing for sure,the lesson learnt here is that no matter how close you are to that person,or how much you love him/her,your own personal space

2003-08-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

time and time again i went to watch LXG last thurs wif sam and his other frens,mostly SIT (School of Information Technology)seniors and found out to my utter disappoinment dat dorian gray ISNT johnny depp.juz some clone of him.oh well.d movie itself is a major letdown,with crappy twists here and there. *$7.50 gone* but do watch it wif a bunch of frens 2 laugh it out,especially at sean connery's

2003-08-13T19:17:00.000+08:00

i cant resist myself when i saw this at fayre's so i decided to try it and voila!guess wad??im gonna marry justin timberlake!like PHWOARRRR *flies up to heaven*....... yeah rite...................*drops back on earth* hahaha...and yes yes,that's my real name for those who dunno...juz call me nini aightz? Who Will You Marry? by SariNameDateJanuary 10, 2022SpouseJustin Timberlake Price of Wedding

2003-08-13T18:15:00.000+08:00

sathi and fondle i think i had too much laughter juz now.hang out for the first time wif kinah , haniza,saran and faz juz now in skool's FJ (Food Junction).crapped a lot.saran was teachin kinah new tamil words for her to scold this particular person,whom i shall not eloborate further in respect of my dearest bud.den started the 3 types of girls in Indian.there's 1.sathi ,the religious and decent

2003-08-12T11:45:00.000+08:00

i didnt cheat,i swear!eek,johnny depp!!! ;) cant hardly wait 2 catch 'LXG'!dear said we're goin tml thursday with some other of his frens..but who cares as long as i get 2 watch it!hehehe...oops,dat ah moy teacher's comin..better minimise this screen... *disappears* Congratulations! Your ideal gentleman is Mr.Dorian Gray, the ageless and depraved foppishdandy. Who's Your Ideal Gentleman from

2003-08-11T14:03:00.000+08:00

Ferrero Rocher: Your life may appear to others asgolden, but that is because you hide yourproblems to them. You know that there are manyobstacles in the way, and this may make youpessimistic, but are you have to do is simplyjust to take the challenges in stride, for atthe end of it all, lies a deep satisfactionthat will let you know that it was worth it,and it'll make your life truly sweet

2003-08-08T11:47:00.000+08:00

Bring back bubu! [an outcry for kak norain's justice] nobrainner.blogspot has finally shutdown.i am terribly saddened and angered by this.sad bcuz bubu was the one who started this bloggin world;to me,she's the mother of all mothers' blogs,she's the queen and she still is. angry and shocked and hurt bcuz somewhere out there,a human being,like u and me,breathes of animosity and jealousy towards

2003-08-05T14:43:00.000+08:00

*grumble grumble* im freakin hungry.its over 2:30pm in skool and ive been glued to my seat in this freezin comp lab since 10am.5 freakin hours.5 freakin hours of doin my website's design assignment.5 freakin hours of stomach growling for food.5 freakin hours of withstanding this nippy cold. but u know what?3 more freakin hours to go and i'll probably be a happy,quacking duck back.3 more freakin

2003-08-03T15:40:00.000+08:00

*If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right* Gd sunday afternoon to all!am listenin to Clay aiken's This is the night now.pretty gayish song 4 an afternoon like this.*wonders how he stretches his vocals that high* oh well..on the another hand,im freeeeakin hungry.and yesterday,i went to the SIR building at Lavender to change my passport's pic.apparently the last time i went

2003-07-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

*Who lives in a pineapple under the sea? Sponge Bob Square Pants!* Ok damn,that song is stuck in my mind.My sis actually d/l-ed it and its permanently at the desktop for her own easy accessing to it.sheesh.The cartoon's not bad though;pretty cracked up.I prefer 'Oggy and the cockroaches' more.hahaha..whats ur kind of cartoon,people?i'll write or e-mail to Kids Central to show them at time slots

2003-07-29T21:15:00.000+08:00

Take the SBSP test! i think Rad and my sis would really love this ;) my sis was actually singin that spongebob song juz now!gdness me..and um mmm,im s'posed to be pissed at someone but i realised its not right to do so.Its not his/her fault that i cant participate again in a major skool event i did last year.There's such thing as 'The Boss decides it all" and "My side..your side!",isnt there?oh

2003-07-28T08:34:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh.. Yes,i did it again.i saw the wrong timetable AGAIN.on a same freaking MONDAY.As to quote my bf whom once again witnessed my boo-boo this morning,my brains are completely "fried" after yesterday unsuccessful M'sian tour.and the thing is,i've got a handful of stuff

2003-07-27T01:29:00.000+08:00

These tears I've cried I've cried 1000 oceans And if it seems I'm floating in the darkness Well, I can't believe that I would keep Keep you from flying And I would cry 1000 more If that's what it takes To sail you home Sail you home Sail you home..... a million apologies for my last entry.i wasnt feelin good and emotional crackdown like dat happens sometimes.feelin an iota better now.i didnt

2003-07-26T00:06:00.000+08:00

i am ugly.i am ugly.i am ugly.i am ugly.i am ugly.i am ugly.i am ugly.i am ugly. i am brainless.i am brainless.i am brainless.i am brainless.i am brainless. i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless. i am stupid.i am stupid.i am stupid.i am stupid.i am stupid.i am stupid. **note to myself- its just one of those days where u just feel like u dont belong

2003-07-25T13:58:00.000+08:00

*Johor Bahru and the kidnapped Bloat* Just got back from JB,a last minute date with my beloved mum.Yep,no skool 4 today but am going for the StageArts Auditions later at 5pm(im interviewin "potential StageArts-ean" along wif WITCH *sinister smile*). Rite about now,my lil sista,blazin_ana,is complainin and whining her head off about her kidnapped 'Bloat'.Ya know that Macdonalds' "Finding Nemo"

2003-07-22T17:55:00.000+08:00

I am a rude kitten with a little pink butt Which cute or possibly strange kitten are you? brought to you by Quizilla cuuuuuutte!am slacking away wif WITCH,Miss India and her bf in the computer lab.we have the whole freakin lab to ourselves so Witch's making a din!hahaha..dumb-dumb StageArts meeting is at 7pm.dang!sam's playing soccer now with his doks gang.he's probably waiting for me to finish

2003-07-21T15:20:00.000+08:00

Why cant we control ourselves sometimes? Why does temptation gets into the way? Why must it be so sinful? Why are we betrayed? Why does the sun shine when it happens? Why should feelings burst And wipe out all our conscience? Why,why,why Why am i asking these questions When i know beneath my soul lies the truth Why should it lead to a confession That i am so addicted to you? *corrupted scribbles

2003-07-20T17:27:00.000+08:00

its a freakin sunday! [sunday morning] added some more people >> Alvons,CrazYounGal,Punkish and Rusydi..so check them all out yea?gd aFTERnoon 2 all!lazy suNDAY aftERnoon here..if you're woNDERing why my fonTS are loOKIng like thIS,its beCausE my sis,bLAzin_ana's fingers arE FEeling a BIT too itchy at THE moment.*grimaCEs* sistErs!cANt live wITH them..cant livE without them... [sunday afternoon]

2003-07-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

been browsin around blogger's world a lot lately.added a new link,'azarini';check out her gorgeous purplish-black layout!wicked!and oh,my parents got back from their Tioman holiday today..and guess what?my favourite woman in the world,a.k.a. MY MUM,has plans to go Bintan Lagoon this National day!such patriotic people we are,eh?i cant wait!! *dances around my room*

2003-07-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

2 Hot 2 Handle!! oh yeah man~ watched 2 Fast 2 Furious today with that special someone. *shy smile n muaks2* my adrenaline rush is still running high,in a fuzzy,frenzied state.Screeching of tyres still echo in my head.Cars;lots and lots and lots of cars still blur my vision-shiny,gorgeous,to-die-for cars..sighs.. hahaha..for those whose thinkin of watchin this movie,PLS DO NOT DOWNLOAD FROM

2003-07-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

>> CCA politics and people you just wish to disembowel >> yes its true.sometimes,you just feel like freezing the time and strangle that particular somebody,then send that asswipe to a no-man's land for good.read WITCH's blog and see what i mean,people.Club Crawl a.k.a. CCA Day was partially designed for us seniors to have fun and check out potential boyfriends/girlfriends/

2003-07-14T09:54:00.000+08:00

okaaaaaay.so i juz realised that i looked at the wrong timetable on the DAMNED WHOLE.my meetin wif WITCH is cancelled now.my mood for everythin is screwed now.and i did not bring materials needed for lessons.wow.what a happy day its gonna be.*sings* fadalalalala.... :(

2003-07-14T09:11:00.001+08:00

Blooperz eeek.i totally,totally forgot that today's skool timetable is according to the even week.thinkin i had an 8am class,me and my dear pushed our ways thru the heavy throngs of freshies and other 'uncategorised' students,rushing for time,and at the same time puttin our best 'seniors attitude'.when i reached the familiar but eerily empty lab,i almost screamed.NO CLASS!!!imao* so here i am in

2003-07-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

strawberry surprise well well.pink was never and will never be my kind of colour.in fact,it grosses me out 2 the max sumtimes.BUT,i've decided to swallow my pride and go pinko this season.pls bear in mind that this applies ONLY on my blogsite.my clothes still remain black,blue and anything else but pink. anyway,went JB(johor bahru,malaysia) today wif mum n sis.my compact powder dropped in front

2003-07-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

3rd day of skool since ive got no skool,my mum decided 2 resume her 'train-my-daughter-to-be-a-good-housewife' mission.so i cooked.i panicked at 1st,upon seein my Ayam masak merah (in English:Chicken cooked in red/chilli/wateva)lookin wayy different than my mum's.my 1st instinct was to run 4 my mum but she was havin guests(my mum's doin traditional massage business)so i was left alone 2 tackle d

2003-07-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

w'sup wif lecturers talkin 2 themselves?1st day of skool went 'exceptionally' fine.i arrived at my 8am class,a couple of mins late(a lil' tradition of mine),all clueless n blurry-eyed.i dont even know whose who in my new class!thank gdness 4 Chad,or rather Rad,an ex-clazmate who landed in d same specialisation class as me or else i would have consider the idea of being a lone ranger or a pariah

2003-07-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

HAVOC!!MAYHEM!!!CHAOS!!!skool starts tml.yeah.urgghhhhhh.8am class.urghhhhh.can i hav a concussion like now pls?somebody knock me hard on my head wif a Tiger!um mm,no.make dat a barrel of Sugar cane juice.i remembered somebody(*grinz evilly @ dat SOMEONE whose probably readin this*)told me dat sugar cane drink can make u HIGH.like,wow.anyway,im comparin timetables wif some guys online whom i know

2003-07-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

You're Taking Over Me, you see your lost love orthe love you haven't got yet... everywhere. Which one of my fav songs from Evanescence are you? brought to you by Quizilla i s'posed WITCH would luv this quiz...n um mm..im doin practically nuthin online currently,n im BORED outta my mind.thus,this quiz.n oh,went for my semestral briefin yesterday..same old ppl,same old stuff,same old lecture

2003-07-04T16:42:00.000+08:00

of freshmen and ignoranceFinally.d 2003 School of Design freshmen orientation ended yesterday wif a downturn blast.i should be so-called celebratin wif some other OGLs n freshies @ Sentosa at this exact minute,but im juz too freakin exhausted n moodless for any beachy fun.which is a gd thing too cuz lookin at d weather rite now,sombre n rainy-cold,a doze under d warm,comfortable blanket of my bed

2003-07-02T00:08:00.000+08:00

My layout's screwed up again.urgh.anyway,above's a neo-card taken today,me n Ct(isnt she luvly?i look like a sick hyena bside her!heh.too bad guys,she's attached!),yep,we went shoppin again.this time,Heeren n Bugis street was attacked mercilessly :P 'Out Law world'?? no,dont ask me wad d hell it means.it came along wif d background we chose so there,it stayed.sheesh*

2003-06-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

*pants-searching n leadership*Went late afternoon shoppin wif Ct today,since we had 2 go skool last min be4 dat,for d so-called BIG announcement on wad roles we're gonna take on Orientation Day itself.whoop dee doo dahhhh...not.much 2 my shock n horror,they chose me as 1 of d OGLs(Orientation Group Leaders 4 those who're quite blur by now)in charge of d freshie's CLASS.wth???n i remembered

2003-06-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

*The S'porean reject* i feel.... stupid.i dunno y.i feel like im not givin enuff.ive been takin too much,i 4got there's such thing as 'give n take'.i dunno y im even writin this.theres dat time in ur life when u stare at ur comp screen blankly n find urself askin,"ok..so,umm..wad do i do next?" or "2 who was i s'posed 2 e-mail this 2?damn!i 4got!!".it happens.4getfulness.loss of

2003-06-28T20:32:00.000+08:00

sth's awfully wrong wif my 'comments'.they cant bloody work.argh.so i had 2 resort to tagboard instd.sorry,ppl!anyway,got this off fayre's site ;) I have issues with... love race freedom drama weakness Take Word Association Test

2003-06-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

Sentosa's pics r up! For more pics n better PLUS bigger viewing,plz access thru 'pix gallery' at ur right.credits to sam for his site's storage n wen xiang 4 these luvly pics.cheers!

2003-06-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

**~~ New layout finally!like it?tho i think d font is kinda too small..n they say purple is 4 d sexually-deprived,or so i heard from WITCH.hmm m..i personally like d pic on d right,a display of a lady's seductiveness n power to charm..yet still fragile n full of pain n sorrow inside..hm mm..on a brighter note,this wk has been a movie marathon 4 both me n my dear.we watched 'The Hulk' on wed n juz

2003-06-24T13:15:00.000+08:00

Part 1 - The cry 4 justice i was extremely pissed wif the woman who gave birth 2 me.she thinks im a weakling,good-for-nuthin,troublemaker daughter.well yeah,s'posed i am.but wad the fark,i hate it when favouritism runs wild in a family.this mornin,she woke me up like a drill sergeant exactly @ 0800,even tho i requested a lil more time in bed since yesterday's Sentosa event worn me off.n she

2003-06-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

Aeroplanes.Lost.but Satiated. hah.2day started off wif a plan well-deviced..met my dear @ 12 noon(as crazy as it seems,wif d hot sun above our heads),then returned my fren's LOTR's vcd @ her letterbox.afterdat,almost everythin went wild n spontaneous.lunch was on me,a belated b'day gift 4 him,so we were set on the Raffles' hospital 'Royal Banquet' (sth like dat).but d wait 4 d mrt from city hall

2003-06-20T16:44:00.000+08:00

*blissful relief* aaahhh...Listenin 2 Tori Amos' 1000 Oceans @ boo's site now(ive linked her up neway so there's no excuse not 2 check out her site,ppl!hee~).tried changin my site's layout but it came out CRAP.bleurgh.didnt get d specialisation i wanted too.sighs* i wonder how im gonna survive in Games n Design 4 d next 2 upcomin yrs.gonna appeal but dunno how d format of d appeal letter should

2003-06-19T14:49:00.000+08:00

Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you? *****there's this blogger named 'boo' mostly 2 b found on WITCH's coven n i think her site is absolutely deep-sealicious cool!check it out!neway,still havin my OGL plannin,my orientation is on 3rd july so ive not much time 2 update..sorry peeps!time 4 me 2 get a new layout :( any1 out there willin 2 revamp 4 me?i can pay! *big,innocent puppy-eyed look*

2003-06-15T00:30:00.000+08:00

*my fellow SDN OGL crew*

2003-06-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

*sings* We can hav together-ness.. 1st n foremost,yes,i m still very much ALIVE so a million apologies 4 not been updatin my blog. 2ndly,whoaaa!!there were so many stuff dat happened d past few days dat im wonderin now,how in d blue hell m i gonna put it all in2 words here?im kinda brain-dead n body-dead(err?)after 1 wk of OGL plannin,humiliation we had 2 face,n of cuz,d FUN.d

2003-06-07T02:36:00.000+08:00

Woo i am so fagged out. Went for d OGL(Orientation Group Leader)planning yesterday n woah,wad d freakin hell was i in there in d 1st place huh??me?leadership?rite..i bet my old frens r gonna luff their asses out if they noe im commitin myself 2 entertain freshies n shout here n there n jump up n down n shake my booty like nobody's business.i was nvr a leader type,nvr was,n nvr be!u can make me in

2003-06-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

ReunionSo after wks of so-called plannin,d ex Fuchun-Sec of 2001(actually juz classes 4/8 n 4/9) gatherin finally happened 2day.phew.wad an outin!quite a number turned up,some couldn make it last min,n some UNexpected ones appeared.*lol* d guys outnumbered d ladies as usual.oh well.neway,we ate @ Marina Square,told each other bout each own's interestin feature of his/her poly course(eg.1 BioTech

2003-06-02T12:22:00.000+08:00

*Unlock these secrets in me* Last nite,i couldn slp,worryin over sth.lately,my mind has been filled 2 d brim wif so many qns,qns dat need answers,qns wif no answers,qns dat linger in my head longer than they're s'posed 2,qns,qns n more qns!i even feel sick 2 ask my brain 2 function 4 these thoughts n qns are wearin me out.hav u ever had these deep,profound qns dat u want anwers 2 so badly?Qns dat

2003-05-31T01:42:00.000+08:00

Edward Scissorshand nvr fails to move me n touch dat coldest inch of my soul.. *sighs*

2003-05-28T14:13:00.000+08:00

---Dreamin of ZION awake---i can hardly recall how d small,red blotch of dry blood came about on my bottom lip,as i stared at myself in the bathroom's mirror this mornin,wif my purple-smeared-wif-darlie toothbrush in my hand.Could it b... a) i dreamt i was Trinity last nite,fightin my ass off wif d Agents,resultin my mouth 2 bleed? b) i bit my lips a bit too hard in excitement when Sam pointed

2003-05-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

:Reload yourself:phwoar!!!if im a guy,i would die 2 bcome Neo!he's simply enthralling!n i didnt cheat,i swear! *grinz* neway 2 dat special someone,im holdin on 2 ur 'matrix' promise,okiez.. ;) You are Neo, from "The Matrix." Youdisplay a perfect fusion of heroism andcompassion. What Matrix Persona Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-05-24T13:50:00.000+08:00

sorry 4 not been updatin my blogsite 4 sometime.my blog's template disappeared mysteriously so i had 2 redo everythin again *argh* neway,ive finally got my very own 'free' thermometer;had 2 take my temperature in skool(4 briefin on this camp ill most probably b goin,i think...*shrugs) yesterday.kinda freaky n exciting....NOT.oh well...blast the sweltering heat these days!*fans myself* i need 2 b

2003-05-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

~7 mths wif d most wonderful guy~Ok,heh,im gonna b a bit sentimental n mushy in 2day's entry so bear wif me pls~ n yes be4 i go on,i spent a great time wif dear WITCH 2day @ AMK..thanx 4 mtin up wif me,galfren! :) now,back 2 d Land of Mushy-ness,d below song is dedicated fer ya,dear :) hav alwaz tot this is 1 of d greatest luv songs eva done by 2 of d most talented musicians.. enjoy.. Moon so

2003-05-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

Heehee *blushes* ive alwaz adored sunsets.. *hint hint to sum1* anyway,trip 2 JB(Johor Baru 4 those who dunno)went gd 2day.got a new pair of blaq sandals,courtesy of my generous mum.y is she being extremely,over-the-max nice 2 me these days? *guilty sob* You are the good ol' classic sunset. Romanticaland serene, you're genuine nature willguarentee you an incredible amount of pain inthis life as

2003-05-16T00:38:00.000+08:00

*~Divine Discontent~*wokay,its all settled now.met up wif him 2day,s'posed 2 b handin in my 'student-assistant' form 4 my skool's library(yes,skool's LIBRARY,would u believe it?haaaa...)but its a public hol,Vesak's Day.so he suggested goin 2 d Esplanade.4 a min there,i was like,WOAH.been an eon since we've been there 2gether.thanx dear,i really enjoyed myself! :D anyway,on d other hand,i

2003-05-14T01:47:00.000+08:00

wad happened 2 "Miss-No-Longer-Afraid"?still freakin miserable.seein my bf 2day(more of like bumpin in2 him) in skool while wif my 2 clazmates,CT n Chad,made it more worse.i dunno y i felt like runnin away from him,when at d same time i felt like leapin in2 his arms n tell him how i miss him so much,after not seein him for a while.its gettin hard 4 us now.wif both of us HP-less.izzit ok 2 feel

2003-05-12T02:05:00.000+08:00

im juz downright pissed.dats all. 2am plus now.stupit blogger cant set d accurate time so ignore d time below this.anyway,i cant slp tho i want 2.too pissed.so my fren WITCH's tokin 2 me on msn now n i thank her 4 dat.or else i would b lyin on dat bed,eyes wide open,fists balled up,waitin 2 hit sumthin.or someone.no,watchin Fight Club was not d cause 4 this.sumthin else is makin me pissed.n