Daydreaming again.....
Hey people. Whats happening?
i feel like i have not seen the sunshine for eons.bleah.feel like im stuck in some ice age with all the noisy mammoths and sabbath-tooth tigers and what-have-you.
studio project is slowly draining my soul away.why today i totally didnt feel like going to school if it wasnt for my dear who woke me up @ about 0735 plus with the default 'T.A.T.U. 's "all the things she said" ringtone i installed especially for him.
heh.
thanks dear,motivation is what i need nowadays to carry on with what im supposed to be doing(eg. studio project?). what with fasting and all, i feel like staying in bed and rot there till its time for buka.fortunately there are some people who still care. *hugs*
been daydreaming again.transporting myself to my own world is a whole easier than trying to work on something big due next friday (eg. studio project??). so i was thinking of baby names.
yep,baby names for MY baby.ok,babies.ok whatever. here's what i have come with:
baby girl : Zara (princess/dawn in arabic) Alysia (captivating in greek)
baby boy: Iszakil (a made-up word by me) second name still pending...
yeah.thats about it.laugh all you want to,folks. but i made up my mind and im going to name them that. well,IF im getting married.which is not what im supposed to be thinking about NOW.
good day~
Friday, October 31, 2003
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
Gem Inspirations~
Well,guess whose back,people??jeng,jeng,jeng......bubu!!yeah! =) check out her gorgeous gorgeous site;she has her own domain too!!waaaaaa *green wif envy*
Click on pix to immigrate urself there!
hmm mm,i cant depend on angelfire(be4 they validated my account again!!grr) and blogger for long so i oughta get one too..juz eepin bad im not made of money =p and tokin bout drop-dead gorgeus layouts.. my dear has just revamped his and i daresay,this is the best layout he has ever come up with;without his usual black-n-white concept *hugshugs* well done dear! check out the vectors,people plus the flash...bloodyeeping (oops,fastin month =p) cool!
Click on pix to immigrate urself there!
aight,happy fasting month to all muslims~~~ i wanna buka @ zamzam restaurant! =p
Well,guess whose back,people??jeng,jeng,jeng......bubu!!yeah! =) check out her gorgeous gorgeous site;she has her own domain too!!waaaaaa *green wif envy*
Click on pix to immigrate urself there!
hmm mm,i cant depend on angelfire(be4 they validated my account again!!grr) and blogger for long so i oughta get one too..juz eepin bad im not made of money =p and tokin bout drop-dead gorgeus layouts.. my dear has just revamped his and i daresay,this is the best layout he has ever come up with;without his usual black-n-white concept *hugshugs* well done dear! check out the vectors,people plus the flash...
Click on pix to immigrate urself there!
aight,happy fasting month to all muslims~~~ i wanna buka @ zamzam restaurant! =p
Saturday, October 25, 2003
***Escaping reality***
i want to go snorkelling at bora-bora island!!
i want to run away from my worries..the pain..the hurt...the blackness engulfing each breath i exhale...
i want to swim with the fishes in the sea without a care in the world....
i want to cry my heart out in the sea and let the salt water drown them away....
i want to float there for hours without anyone waiting for me on shore....
i want to get drunk with the fresh, pure breeze instead of the cold,tension air im suffocating in now....
i want to...i want.....
i want so many things i cant achieve....
but most of all,i want YOU there....swimming happily with me......
forgetting all the sorrows...the lies..the deceit..the foolish words of anger..
just you and me there.....hand in hand...looking down on heaven...
would you?
would you take my hand and escape this burning reality together with me?
please?
i want to go snorkelling at bora-bora island!!
i want to run away from my worries..the pain..the hurt...the blackness engulfing each breath i exhale...
i want to swim with the fishes in the sea without a care in the world....
i want to cry my heart out in the sea and let the salt water drown them away....
i want to float there for hours without anyone waiting for me on shore....
i want to get drunk with the fresh, pure breeze instead of the cold,tension air im suffocating in now....
i want to...i want.....
i want so many things i cant achieve....
but most of all,i want YOU there....swimming happily with me......
forgetting all the sorrows...the lies..the deceit..the foolish words of anger..
just you and me there.....hand in hand...looking down on heaven...
would you?
would you take my hand and escape this burning reality together with me?
please?
Thursday, October 23, 2003
i got so bored of typing out my story( im supposedly in charge of the game storyflow) that my itchy witchy hands opened windows explorer and started to click click around aimlessly.
then i found this hilarious site. check it out here! Friendster's spoof . im not in Friendster tho but anyone whose in everyonesconnected.com, add me in yea? email is elven _roach@hotmail.com =)
anyway, finally made up my mind for Electives next term.chose Francais` as my 1st choice.hope ill get it..last thing i need is marketing cuz im utterly stupid in maths.maths sucks.i hate maths.maths hate me.we hate each other's guts like shittin hell.everytime i punch in some cos/sin/tan equation on my calculator wad i get is "NINi,URE A LOSER.STOP EVEN SEEING NUMBERS,BITCH" everytime i see my sec 4 maths textbook i see Lucifer's smirking at me,brandishing his fireblade to taunt me even touching it.everytime i try to calculate how much i spent shopping with my hari raya money,ill end up buying and wasting more.
so uhhhhh,u get d drift rite?i plainly loathe maths.so yeah dats it.
wats for lunch,people??
macdonalds fillet-o-fish for me. cuz of the $2 coupon this sweet gal handed out this morning at the skool's escalator.budget sey. lol* but i need to live.and i possibly cant ask for more money from dearest mummy cuzi think ive spent too much on redundant stuff (black bracelet for my own vain self,scarf clips for my own vain self again..sighs*).
oh well..a lady need to self-indulge once in a while,doesnt she? carpe diem belles~
then i found this hilarious site. check it out here! Friendster's spoof . im not in Friendster tho but anyone whose in everyonesconnected.com, add me in yea? email is elven _roach@hotmail.com =)
anyway, finally made up my mind for Electives next term.chose Francais` as my 1st choice.hope ill get it..last thing i need is marketing cuz im utterly stupid in maths.maths sucks.i hate maths.maths hate me.we hate each other's guts like shittin hell.everytime i punch in some cos/sin/tan equation on my calculator wad i get is "NINi,URE A LOSER.STOP EVEN SEEING NUMBERS,BITCH" everytime i see my sec 4 maths textbook i see Lucifer's smirking at me,brandishing his fireblade to taunt me even touching it.everytime i try to calculate how much i spent shopping with my hari raya money,ill end up buying and wasting more.
so uhhhhh,u get d drift rite?i plainly loathe maths.so yeah dats it.
wats for lunch,people??
macdonalds fillet-o-fish for me. cuz of the $2 coupon this sweet gal handed out this morning at the skool's escalator.budget sey. lol* but i need to live.and i possibly cant ask for more money from dearest mummy cuzi think ive spent too much on redundant stuff (black bracelet for my own vain self,scarf clips for my own vain self again..sighs*).
oh well..a lady need to self-indulge once in a while,doesnt she? carpe diem belles~
Monday, October 20, 2003
*** new look & feel,new me,new conspiracy
well well.whaddya know?
my studio project (3 wks,9-5pm in skool kinda shit) officially commenced today.and i still had all the freakin time in the world to get a new layout.heh.even played 'good big sister' and helped build my sis,breakblaze her own blogsite.sheesh.
not that im not stressed and busy.but 1st days are alwaz super slacky.and not to mention since im in the games design specialisation,this project also means playing d game we're workin on..so there we were,d/ling Neverwinter Nights softwares on the comps in our working lab like nobody's business.actually,its part of the whole assignment package too.u gotta get the hang of the game be4 u can actually put down to pen and paper bout ur game ideas.so wow,i was havin the time of life tryin the game out.lol* while the other students looked on enviously on us.. *sticks out tongue* well,juz too bad! haha.. but we'll get to the tough,brain-cracking part soon like scriptin and modeling the level design n other 'cheem' stuff.doesnt makes any difference for both parties in the end,i gez.
and oh,before i 4got,i didnt get to blog this in on sunday so i might as well do it now.to my beloved star,happy belated 1yr anniversary,dear! *huggies hug hug* =) sighs..happy happy moments like this makes me go all high and hyper and silly-billy-goo-goo.see wad i mean?? eeeeeppp.
i better go to sleep.
goodnight bloggerians!
well well.whaddya know?
my studio project (3 wks,9-5pm in skool kinda shit) officially commenced today.and i still had all the freakin time in the world to get a new layout.heh.even played 'good big sister' and helped build my sis,breakblaze her own blogsite.sheesh.
not that im not stressed and busy.but 1st days are alwaz super slacky.and not to mention since im in the games design specialisation,this project also means playing d game we're workin on..so there we were,d/ling Neverwinter Nights softwares on the comps in our working lab like nobody's business.actually,its part of the whole assignment package too.u gotta get the hang of the game be4 u can actually put down to pen and paper bout ur game ideas.so wow,i was havin the time of life tryin the game out.lol* while the other students looked on enviously on us.. *sticks out tongue* well,juz too bad! haha.. but we'll get to the tough,brain-cracking part soon like scriptin and modeling the level design n other 'cheem' stuff.doesnt makes any difference for both parties in the end,i gez.
and oh,before i 4got,i didnt get to blog this in on sunday so i might as well do it now.to my beloved star,happy belated 1yr anniversary,dear! *huggies hug hug* =) sighs..happy happy moments like this makes me go all high and hyper and silly-billy-goo-goo.see wad i mean?? eeeeeppp.
i better go to sleep.
goodnight bloggerians!
Sunday, October 19, 2003
Enuff of hypocrisy
Apparently angelfire has removed me from their services becuase according to them,i had validated my account.Without specifying a reason,they even banned me from retrieving back all my files i've uploaded on their site.i am so ever pissing mad.wth did i do wrong???eeping suckers.
so now im searching for some site to upload my stuff and get my pics back on my site.looks so naked w/o pics =( sighs*
i have a lot of shit on mind but i cant help myself 2 type them here.lets just say im pretending im not hurt.neither am i angry.nor am i being used and being discarded and kicked to one unholy side.a lot of hypocrisies have been going on.in my own class.in my so-called social life.even in www.everyonesconnected.com .yep,i finally joined in,due to kinah's cajoling.how can i ever refuse her?haha.. *hugs witch* sighs...but i really have to apologise her..im sorry if i disappoint her....or that i might disappoint her even more..sorry kinah...if ure reading this.. =(
aight,im getting all teary-eyed now...
u people,recommend me a site where i can upload pics yea?
peace.
Apparently angelfire has removed me from their services becuase according to them,i had validated my account.Without specifying a reason,they even banned me from retrieving back all my files i've uploaded on their site.i am so ever pissing mad.wth did i do wrong???eeping suckers.
so now im searching for some site to upload my stuff and get my pics back on my site.looks so naked w/o pics =( sighs*
i have a lot of shit on mind but i cant help myself 2 type them here.lets just say im pretending im not hurt.neither am i angry.nor am i being used and being discarded and kicked to one unholy side.a lot of hypocrisies have been going on.in my own class.in my so-called social life.even in www.everyonesconnected.com .yep,i finally joined in,due to kinah's cajoling.how can i ever refuse her?haha.. *hugs witch* sighs...but i really have to apologise her..im sorry if i disappoint her....or that i might disappoint her even more..sorry kinah...if ure reading this.. =(
aight,im getting all teary-eyed now...
u people,recommend me a site where i can upload pics yea?
peace.
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
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ASSIGNMENT MADNESS,PSYCHOTIC GUYS AND ALI G (RA) ON FULL SCREEN
OMG.i think im going crazy.
The psychotic guys in the lab now are showing ALI G with his dumb r(a) movie on the screen,sound to the max.i tell u,anything to do wif ali g,means HORNINESS and kinky sex scenes.these guys are mad.but i still went to eat macdonalds with them,along with that freaky guy who skates all skool long with his blades.well i used to thought he was.he's pretty okay actually.crazy intellectual freak.hahah.
i think we're all too stressed up for words.everyone's sprintin after deadlines due this week before our mega 3-weeks project start next week.OMG!! two big fat american-african guys are kissing on the screen rite about now...okay,the guys r all shouting to 'SKIP!SKIP!SKIP!". hahaha.phew.thank god they still have some shread of dignity and modesty left in them.i wonder when the IT lecturer next door gonna bang into the lab and shout at us for the unusual commotion.this is gross.some busty babe gonna strip.shit. *closes eyes* this is darn sick ok.im not looking,im not looking,im concentratin on typing,im not looking,im not looking,i am typing....urgh.
anyway yesterday my dad,me and my bro had a crappy 'Q and A' session at home.my dad lah,he has these outrageously lame and weird theories about the world.like australia is the only country down there bcuz too many kangaroos jump up and down on it and it sunk to the bottom of earth.anymore kangaroos and australia will pop out from the earth and disappear into space.WTH?hahaha..anyway,got so bored so i fiddled ard in photoshop..took this pic when im supposed to take web design stuff.heh.gd wednesday evening all~
OMG.i think im going crazy.
The psychotic guys in the lab now are showing ALI G with his dumb r(a) movie on the screen,sound to the max.i tell u,anything to do wif ali g,means HORNINESS and kinky sex scenes.these guys are mad.but i still went to eat macdonalds with them,along with that freaky guy who skates all skool long with his blades.well i used to thought he was.he's pretty okay actually.crazy intellectual freak.hahah.
i think we're all too stressed up for words.everyone's sprintin after deadlines due this week before our mega 3-weeks project start next week.OMG!! two big fat american-african guys are kissing on the screen rite about now...okay,the guys r all shouting to 'SKIP!SKIP!SKIP!". hahaha.phew.thank god they still have some shread of dignity and modesty left in them.i wonder when the IT lecturer next door gonna bang into the lab and shout at us for the unusual commotion.this is gross.some busty babe gonna strip.shit. *closes eyes* this is darn sick ok.im not looking,im not looking,im concentratin on typing,im not looking,im not looking,i am typing....urgh.
anyway yesterday my dad,me and my bro had a crappy 'Q and A' session at home.my dad lah,he has these outrageously lame and weird theories about the world.like australia is the only country down there bcuz too many kangaroos jump up and down on it and it sunk to the bottom of earth.anymore kangaroos and australia will pop out from the earth and disappear into space.WTH?hahaha..anyway,got so bored so i fiddled ard in photoshop..took this pic when im supposed to take web design stuff.heh.gd wednesday evening all~
Monday, October 13, 2003
black
what nail polish color are you?
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got this from Lady Lynda's site =)
MEN
i read heathenbrew's site yesterday after much prompting from the darling herself.she approached me in msn on my 'self-confessed' nick 'Miss Pampered Bitch Queen'. heh.well the MAN called me that.jokingly i hope.then the MAN self-proclaimed himself as 'Mr Arrogant Bast*rd'.okay.our pet names i suppose? *shrugs* MEN!
i dont have to say anythin much cuz everything is beautifully explained in heathenbrew's site.so do me and the rest of the girlfriends out there a favour and go read!my weekends wasnt gorgeously spent.i did more wallowing in my room than sleeping.i hate it when this has to happen.fighting isnt my virtue.i rather back off and walk away.but with the MAN, retaliation is automatic.a snap of fingers and ill be sprouting all kinds of words to him.defense up,guard down.and the MAN wif his ego obviously dont want to lose too.so when u put two egomaniacs side by side with flares all up,u get an ARGUMENT and all sorts of MISUNDERSTANDINGS. and that sux.it will never resolve to anything.and someone will be bound to get more pain the other even after rounds of apologies. sighs*
i hate myself even typing these but i need to get it off my wallowed chest.and hence,ill end with a song from my dearest linkin park.happy booboo monday all~
Caught up against the war again
Time to chill in the bar again
Never seize to amaze in minds
So I just sleep sleep sleep please don't
Wake me till the morning after {2x}
Cut my peace (?) by the flower again
Lick my wounds like a dove again
Is that a light at the end of the tunnel
That I see I see please let it be but don't
Wake me till the morning after {3x}
Oh I'm so tired there has got to be an end
To the pain I feel when I'm
Awake and alive alive alive
Alive and not dreamin'
Caught up against the war again
Time to chill in the bar again
Is that a light at the end of the tunnel
That I see I see please let it be but don't
Wake me till the morning after {3x}
Oh I'm so tired there has got to be an end
To the pain I feel when I'm
Awake and alive alive alive
Alive and not dreamin'
h0oked on:Linkin Park-Morning AfterSaturday, October 11, 2003
a new HOPE?
hello everyone.
yes,ive changed colours.doesnt really look as nice as pink but wad the heck.tot i could get a fresh look on being 18 (and to celebrate d fact dat i didnt die on dat day too).well,it actually went ok.Underworld was so good i gave it my precious thumbs-and toes-up.even though me and my dear got the first front seats.hahah.but it doesnt matter cuz the movie was worth every neck cramps we got.so go watch it over the weekends,people or get stalked by the vampires and werewolves.ok,laaame.heh.
as for lunch dat day,my mother treated me Swensons for the first time ever.bloody cool.ate the scrumptious fish baked rice.it was also the first time ever i finished everything on the table.tot i might as well appreciate the fact that she cares her little girl is growing up.fast.i almost weeped there,seeing her in front of me.18 long years passed juz like dat.my mother looks as vibrant as ever,if not for the tired,partially invisible lines on her face.as for me.im changing.and each day im moving one step away from the guardians of my life,my parents.sighs.
on another sombre note,im fasting today to pay back for last year's ones and my pampered tummy is not taking it well.been givin me problems since in the mrt.i even felt like fainting so i dropped off Khatib,sat down for a while on the bench,called my mum,and then took the train back to Yio Chu Kang,skool.and im supposed to be doing my assignment now but im not,instead im revamping layouts and looking at pics irrelevant to my work. *shrugs*
oh oh,MARTIAL ARTS DAY pix are below so take a look!no sign of any Martial arts people tho.good saturday to all!
From left:the ever lovable jonathon,our boss of lights and sound,Faz..me and sexy WITCH in the Theatre of Arts' control room.
Jonathon with blurred me =p
us ladies with the adorable and big fan of matchbox 20,haniza.
on stage with the other two big but amiable people in charge,Lawrence and Kumar
yay~ me and 2 of the supposedly best girlfrens sidekicks in skool ;)
hello everyone.
yes,ive changed colours.doesnt really look as nice as pink but wad the heck.tot i could get a fresh look on being 18 (and to celebrate d fact dat i didnt die on dat day too).well,it actually went ok.Underworld was so good i gave it my precious thumbs-and toes-up.even though me and my dear got the first front seats.hahah.but it doesnt matter cuz the movie was worth every neck cramps we got.so go watch it over the weekends,people or get stalked by the vampires and werewolves.ok,laaame.heh.
as for lunch dat day,my mother treated me Swensons for the first time ever.bloody cool.ate the scrumptious fish baked rice.it was also the first time ever i finished everything on the table.tot i might as well appreciate the fact that she cares her little girl is growing up.fast.i almost weeped there,seeing her in front of me.18 long years passed juz like dat.my mother looks as vibrant as ever,if not for the tired,partially invisible lines on her face.as for me.im changing.and each day im moving one step away from the guardians of my life,my parents.sighs.
on another sombre note,im fasting today to pay back for last year's ones and my pampered tummy is not taking it well.been givin me problems since in the mrt.i even felt like fainting so i dropped off Khatib,sat down for a while on the bench,called my mum,and then took the train back to Yio Chu Kang,skool.and im supposed to be doing my assignment now but im not,instead im revamping layouts and looking at pics irrelevant to my work. *shrugs*
oh oh,MARTIAL ARTS DAY pix are below so take a look!no sign of any Martial arts people tho.good saturday to all!
From left:the ever lovable jonathon,our boss of lights and sound,Faz..me and sexy WITCH in the Theatre of Arts' control room.
Jonathon with blurred me =p
us ladies with the adorable and big fan of matchbox 20,haniza.
on stage with the other two big but amiable people in charge,Lawrence and Kumar
yay~ me and 2 of the supposedly best girlfrens sidekicks in skool ;)
Thursday, October 09, 2003
IM NOT DEAD YET?
wow.
days passed and im still very much alive.heheh.sorry for not been updating these days.been super dee duper busy with my assignments,all due either this week or next week.then there was the NYP's Martial Arts Day at the Theatre of Arts(TFA).was involved backstage;oklah i was supposed to be the dumb runner for the right wing.stupid,lowly job.skipped 'precious' lessons for that 2 days.then it turned out i didnt do much running nor did i handle any props cuz they're swords n bricks n wood n wad have you.so i was mostly left to close and open the grand curtains.and taking over 1/2 of WITCH's Stage manager post when she went off for her SIT meeting.which was pretty cool,i missed the headset.but the ppl were so bloody demanding and spontaneous.which didnt me good cuz i was extremely sleepy,braindead and shagged for bullshit.
these past 2 days i've been going to printing shops and bras basah by my own after lessons,come back to skool,go for rehearsals,go home and do my work till 3am+.thats my life for you.no time to even do any window shopping or grab a novel and read!=(
any minute now and i think im going to drop dead.
but thanx to the people who greeted me this morning or yesterday in advanced,you know who you are!really made my day.*beams* i noe its a special occassion to be 18,but right now i feel nothing,haahah.and no plans for any celebration either. *steps on an inflated balloon*
im a major sour grape,aint i?=p heh.okok,my dear did told me he wants us to catch Underworld tonight.so here u go,a poster of the sexy Selene!
***Happy morbid 18th birthday to old me***
wow.
days passed and im still very much alive.heheh.sorry for not been updating these days.been super dee duper busy with my assignments,all due either this week or next week.then there was the NYP's Martial Arts Day at the Theatre of Arts(TFA).was involved backstage;oklah i was supposed to be the dumb runner for the right wing.stupid,lowly job.skipped 'precious' lessons for that 2 days.then it turned out i didnt do much running nor did i handle any props cuz they're swords n bricks n wood n wad have you.so i was mostly left to close and open the grand curtains.and taking over 1/2 of WITCH's Stage manager post when she went off for her SIT meeting.which was pretty cool,i missed the headset.but the ppl were so bloody demanding and spontaneous.which didnt me good cuz i was extremely sleepy,braindead and shagged for bullshit.
these past 2 days i've been going to printing shops and bras basah by my own after lessons,come back to skool,go for rehearsals,go home and do my work till 3am+.thats my life for you.no time to even do any window shopping or grab a novel and read!=(
any minute now and i think im going to drop dead.
but thanx to the people who greeted me this morning or yesterday in advanced,you know who you are!really made my day.*beams* i noe its a special occassion to be 18,but right now i feel nothing,haahah.and no plans for any celebration either. *steps on an inflated balloon*
im a major sour grape,aint i?=p heh.okok,my dear did told me he wants us to catch Underworld tonight.so here u go,a poster of the sexy Selene!
Monday, October 06, 2003
2 days and 3 more hrs to my death?
I remember my mum used to say its very possible dat u'll die on the day ure born.very morbid.so rite now im countin down to that particular day,thinkin of all the potential ways dat i will die from.choke on fish mcdipper?slip and fell on my head on one of the slippery walkways of NYP?someone who has been hating my existence decided to poison my ice milo?hmm mm.....possibilties,possibilites,possibilites.
On a brighter note,isnt this gorgeous??many ppl on msn have been getting the wrong idea when i put this up as my msn pix.they think i wanna get married soon!!*lol* n no i dont intend to;i mean yes i do want to get hitched to the man i love but not so soon!man,dats scary.but isnt it like the most perfect wedding gown??woo..but,if i extinct on this thurs..then i cant even wear it!dang =(
erm anyway,its a freezin cold n wet monday.bet everyone's shiverin their asses out now.i couldn even get myself out of bed this morning.so sorry dear i didnt meet u in the morning to go skool together =P but saw u juz now n i was dumbfounded!who da hell replaced your flat n slick hairstyle to somethin so spiky n..........much more sexier overnight?heh.
okay all,counting down to annihilation of my thy self..
I remember my mum used to say its very possible dat u'll die on the day ure born.very morbid.so rite now im countin down to that particular day,thinkin of all the potential ways dat i will die from.choke on fish mcdipper?slip and fell on my head on one of the slippery walkways of NYP?someone who has been hating my existence decided to poison my ice milo?hmm mm.....possibilties,possibilites,possibilites.
On a brighter note,isnt this gorgeous??many ppl on msn have been getting the wrong idea when i put this up as my msn pix.they think i wanna get married soon!!*lol* n no i dont intend to;i mean yes i do want to get hitched to the man i love but not so soon!man,dats scary.but isnt it like the most perfect wedding gown??woo..but,if i extinct on this thurs..then i cant even wear it!dang =(
erm anyway,its a freezin cold n wet monday.bet everyone's shiverin their asses out now.i couldn even get myself out of bed this morning.so sorry dear i didnt meet u in the morning to go skool together =P but saw u juz now n i was dumbfounded!who da hell replaced your flat n slick hairstyle to somethin so spiky n..........much more sexier overnight?heh.
okay all,counting down to annihilation of my thy self..
Saturday, October 04, 2003
What fools these mortals be!
yeah,what fools can us be.
to be engulfed in over-powering emotions that burn us in cauldrons of endless pain and boilling tears of misery.
okay,that was not an understatement for what happened today.the beginning was horrible.i dare not thought of it anymore and i dare not engrohl them here.
i tried not to let my weak,flawed inner self to take the best of me.but i failed.so tears fell.in front of this 'ahbeng & ah lian' couple who got really startled at the sight of the girl crying soundlessly in the NEL.haha.nvm about that.like i said,i dare not dwell upon the grave matter anymore.its over,i guess for the time being.i hope to see it settled completely before it indulges into a more screwed-up,massive mess.that can lead to drastic dilemmas.decisions.choices.paths.sighs.
anyway,sentosa was ok.went filmin today;dat was my initial 4th October schedule.Rad brought along his lil siblings;really lovable,hyperactive pair =) and intelligent too.so we got the shots we wanted despite the hot hot sun and the discriminatin looks from some mats n minahs in bikinis picnic-in nearby.ah,who cares about them!wasnt even thinkin of their existence but of someone else.you know who you are.thanks for coming down in spite of the earlier catasthrophe.i didnt give up on you.and i wont,no matter what those awful words i'd said to retaliate back on you.19th october coming...i cant wait!=) nitez all....
h0oked on:Dido-White flag
yeah,what fools can us be.
to be engulfed in over-powering emotions that burn us in cauldrons of endless pain and boilling tears of misery.
okay,that was not an understatement for what happened today.the beginning was horrible.i dare not thought of it anymore and i dare not engrohl them here.
i tried not to let my weak,flawed inner self to take the best of me.but i failed.so tears fell.in front of this 'ahbeng & ah lian' couple who got really startled at the sight of the girl crying soundlessly in the NEL.haha.nvm about that.like i said,i dare not dwell upon the grave matter anymore.its over,i guess for the time being.i hope to see it settled completely before it indulges into a more screwed-up,massive mess.that can lead to drastic dilemmas.decisions.choices.paths.sighs.
anyway,sentosa was ok.went filmin today;dat was my initial 4th October schedule.Rad brought along his lil siblings;really lovable,hyperactive pair =) and intelligent too.so we got the shots we wanted despite the hot hot sun and the discriminatin looks from some mats n minahs in bikinis picnic-in nearby.ah,who cares about them!wasnt even thinkin of their existence but of someone else.you know who you are.thanks for coming down in spite of the earlier catasthrophe.i didnt give up on you.and i wont,no matter what those awful words i'd said to retaliate back on you.19th october coming...i cant wait!=) nitez all....
h0oked on:Dido-White flagThursday, October 02, 2003
Boys are pain in the baboon's pink ass at times like this
wad the shittin hell.i dont get it.
i was not in a good mood after i took my bus home alone while my bf took his.he wanted to go town in d 1st place n i had to refuse cuz it was already 9pm+ n i didnt want 2 come home late again and get locked out of the house's door by my mum.
so i thought,yea,a packet of kerepok pedas @ the mamak's shop would cheer me up.little did i know the neighrbourhood's whole soccer gang was there,slacking away like nobody's business.i took no notice of them at 1st;i bought my kerepok pedas n i walked off while giving them a sort-of irritated look by the way they were starin at me.typical way of retaliatin lah.
afterthat they started their stupid gibberish mat nonsense "eehh,sombong siak!" "sombong sey budak tu" "tak tegur kita pun" then they doubled with grunts of laughter.
WTH?i stormed off,before that givin them a "i-so-want-to-kill-u" look and marched straight to the lift,thank God the lift was at level 1.and gez wad?when i got home,pissed and all,told my parents wad happened n they started to SCOLD ME!
WTH??????
can somebody just explain to me why r parents so daft sometimes?they actually started naggin at me for being so bold and 'jeling' at the monkeys!!!they said wad if i do dat to a group of malay gangsters n they start to beat me up?HUH?den they advised(in an angry way so its not advising,its more like a scoldin)dat the next time i encounter ppl like these,i should juz look down on the ground,put on a deaf ear and walk away.
URGH!!!!!i didnt at all entertain them in the 1st place!!and now they made it look like i was teased cuz i was the one who asked for it.
WAD IN THE FREAKIN NAME OF HADES????
arrghhhh..............and my dad still can say "u have to be humble at times like this,cannot be so brave cuz u often go home alone at night..anythin can happen" i mean,yea i noe,they're concern of my safety but 'HUMBLE'??humble to those pea-brained monkeys like them?!!!no way!
sighs.i dunno.i just went into my room and locked myself in there when i knew my words of defendin myself n upholdin justice were merely dust on my parents' ears.sighs.
goodnight all.
h0oked on:Simple plan-Perfect
wad the shittin hell.i dont get it.
i was not in a good mood after i took my bus home alone while my bf took his.he wanted to go town in d 1st place n i had to refuse cuz it was already 9pm+ n i didnt want 2 come home late again and get locked out of the house's door by my mum.
so i thought,yea,a packet of kerepok pedas @ the mamak's shop would cheer me up.little did i know the neighrbourhood's whole soccer gang was there,slacking away like nobody's business.i took no notice of them at 1st;i bought my kerepok pedas n i walked off while giving them a sort-of irritated look by the way they were starin at me.typical way of retaliatin lah.
afterthat they started their stupid gibberish mat nonsense "eehh,sombong siak!" "sombong sey budak tu" "tak tegur kita pun" then they doubled with grunts of laughter.
WTH?i stormed off,before that givin them a "i-so-want-to-kill-u" look and marched straight to the lift,thank God the lift was at level 1.and gez wad?when i got home,pissed and all,told my parents wad happened n they started to SCOLD ME!
WTH??????
can somebody just explain to me why r parents so daft sometimes?they actually started naggin at me for being so bold and 'jeling' at the monkeys!!!they said wad if i do dat to a group of malay gangsters n they start to beat me up?HUH?den they advised(in an angry way so its not advising,its more like a scoldin)dat the next time i encounter ppl like these,i should juz look down on the ground,put on a deaf ear and walk away.
URGH!!!!!i didnt at all entertain them in the 1st place!!and now they made it look like i was teased cuz i was the one who asked for it.
WAD IN THE FREAKIN NAME OF HADES????
arrghhhh..............and my dad still can say "u have to be humble at times like this,cannot be so brave cuz u often go home alone at night..anythin can happen" i mean,yea i noe,they're concern of my safety but 'HUMBLE'??humble to those pea-brained monkeys like them?!!!no way!
sighs.i dunno.i just went into my room and locked myself in there when i knew my words of defendin myself n upholdin justice were merely dust on my parents' ears.sighs.
goodnight all.
h0oked on:Simple plan-PerfectWednesday, October 01, 2003
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on the other hand,for those who forgot,today's Children Day.so happy children day to all who still have dat 'child' inside of u!=) n i got a Chupa chupps lollipop from herman,sheesh.we were jokin in d mornin when i told him ill get him a 10 cents pencil n he has 2 buy lollipop for me for the sake of Children's Day.n gez wad?he did!my jaw almost dropped when he surprised me with it!lol* i didnt buy the pencil tho'.but will probably get him a bar of choc or sth tml.*shrugs carelessly* i dunno,i like it when ppl get stuff for me out of the blue,even a box of strawberry Pocky will make my day =p its a nice,weird feeling 2 know dat u're in someone else's thoughts when he/she is buying sth,lol.
n oh,went to the yishun jamming studio yesterday to film for my DSNV(Digital sound and video)final assignment.u guys remember the goldfish mentos commercial?yep,dat was the 2nd last assignment.the newest one involves filmin for a mtv music vid.cool of wad?;) but sorry,no sexy gals clad in thongs and guys struttin their erotic dance moves ala 'Mr Justin timberlake's style'.we cant afford dat....yet.in the meantime,we're stickin to safe,non-porno content.n should i comment dat the jammin studio is freakin small?!!!!stinks too,lol.$15 per hr somemore..im complainin n complainin cuz i reckon some big guy wif dough out there should build an enormous,official jamming studio for local talents here.like as if.sighs.
on the other hand,for those who forgot,today's Children Day.so happy children day to all who still have dat 'child' inside of u!=) n i got a Chupa chupps lollipop from herman,sheesh.we were jokin in d mornin when i told him ill get him a 10 cents pencil n he has 2 buy lollipop for me for the sake of Children's Day.n gez wad?he did!my jaw almost dropped when he surprised me with it!lol* i didnt buy the pencil tho'.but will probably get him a bar of choc or sth tml.*shrugs carelessly* i dunno,i like it when ppl get stuff for me out of the blue,even a box of strawberry Pocky will make my day =p its a nice,weird feeling 2 know dat u're in someone else's thoughts when he/she is buying sth,lol.
n oh,went to the yishun jamming studio yesterday to film for my DSNV(Digital sound and video)final assignment.u guys remember the goldfish mentos commercial?yep,dat was the 2nd last assignment.the newest one involves filmin for a mtv music vid.cool of wad?;) but sorry,no sexy gals clad in thongs and guys struttin their erotic dance moves ala 'Mr Justin timberlake's style'.we cant afford dat....yet.in the meantime,we're stickin to safe,non-porno content.n should i comment dat the jammin studio is freakin small?!!!!stinks too,lol.$15 per hr somemore..im complainin n complainin cuz i reckon some big guy wif dough out there should build an enormous,official jamming studio for local talents here.like as if.sighs.
