Tuesday, September 30, 2003


VOICEOUT pix r up!click for bigger viewing!!




From left to right:Us at the reception,the 3 most wackiest emcees (Hadibah,zaki[yes yes,i bet all d girls r swoonin rite now!n dat includes my dear fren WITCH] n michelle),herman n WITCH,the OGLs saluting the banner as it lifted up,me n herman actin cute =p



Me and WITCH(the lighting sux lah!plus my black tudung didnt help at all =| ),the runners at left wing;desmond and herman,the VOICEOUT crew posing after the show.

***photo credits:a million thanx to Herman Ponijo(okayy,Ponijo is his dad's name so dont laugh!)for being our personal cameraman for the day!unfortunately he didnt take any pics of the contestants!!not even the br8er!not even my dear who came as Michael Jackson!sheesh*

BUT,i will try to get hold of 'em from the other cameramen aight?so hold on to your horseys!and WITCH,tell me wad pics u want and i'll e-mail them to ya A.S.A.P. to all fellow blog-ians,wherever u might be;in skool,in office,in the loo doin yer business,in the kitchen diggin into dat biscuit tin,have a great tuesday!
*mumbles grumbles* "y the hell am i in skool even tho its a no-lessons day for me?oh rite..i came to meet my dear *winks* )

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that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 9:06 AM

Saturday, September 27, 2003


Keep Him :-)



This guy's got marriage on the brain - and should propose soon...
That is, if you play your cards right. Keep doing what you're doing.Marriage material guy doesn't like drama - or hot today, cold tomorrow relationships.
So keep it flowing peacefully, and you'll capture his heart.


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Hyuk hyuk hyuk...dont know why im even doin this quiz in the 1st place.its a gorgeous saturday morning and i had a test in the morning;the 1st ever written test for us design students this term,lol.we rarely hav tests in this darn course.instead,we have trucks of assignments every single week.i prefer test to assignment any other day.mesmorizing tons of info is a whole lot fun than drawing tons of (redudndant)sketches and trying to draw using the pen tool in Adobe Illustrator.
oh well,why should i complain when i asked for it two years ago?*winces* anyway,my dear's teaching Flash next class right about now..he looks so good up there...and to make myself more prouder,that cap he's wearing now is a gift from me..hahahaahha...okay okaay,enjoy the weekends people!=)

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that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 10:32 AM

Thursday, September 25, 2003


"cue 1,go!stage lights on,emcee's mike on,house music off"

hello good people of bloggerdom!(blog's kingdom).
im very much tempted to talk about the BIG SHOW yesterday after reading the comments at the tagboard ;) First and foremost,to pocong,congratulations on getting 1st place for the band category!!DWAFH rocked the whole auditorium down,baby!we people at the right stage wing was jumping up and down,head-banging our hearts out to the metallic beats,lol.

yesterday was crazy down there;vikrant our programme manager was gelek-ing away and for once i didnt feel like strangling our stage manager,hadirman cuz he did his job well.tho he looked scary in dat gothic make-up.and to my dearest babe,WITCH, u did a fabulous job too as assistant stage manager!i knew u would handle it like a pro ;) and u looked darn sexy in dat top,kinah!hehehehe..dont worry,i wont tell people that 1 of ur nicks among us is "Mama shango"..neither would i tell the world that ure called "porn star" too!hehehehee...

and to bubu,thank u so much for coming down yesterday!!!*hugs* u looked as gorgeous as ever n i didnt realised how much i missed u until yesterday =) thanx bubu!and to others like Rad who took their time off to catch the show,thanx for the support too guys!show wouldnt run if the audience werent there!by the way,Power 98 DJs Jeremy Ratnam and JA were gr8 and sportin judges;they even entertained the crowd by givin out freebies,heh.

and whew,last but not least,to the seniors,yeah thanks.if u guys didnt even cared bout gettin us OGLs to hold this show from the start,if u guys didnt took the time to correct our mistakes and screwed us now and then on even the minor errors,we wouldnt at all get the experience of getting involved in such a major skool event like this.and it went successfully well too 'cept for last minute 'unplanned' stuff like hadirman pulling his pants off when he came on stage for credits but wad the heck.its all over now and im missing trials runs and the backstage and the people i worked with and everything.*sighs and pats on my own back* back to skoolwork and assignments!!!!

(p.s.: dear,thanx for reuniting the sdn and sit ogls for this event.tho' there were major crisis of the 2 skools not on good terms,this show has shown that such a barrier can be overcome when all of us come together to work as one.*muaks* and yes,'thank u' so much for tellin the people on the com sets that i can dance better than the Singles Out ladies *grits teeth*)

(p.p.s: i will try to get pictures!!stay put!)

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 8:08 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2003


**perhaps,perhaps,perhaps**

tomorrow's the big day.
nyp's Parady Voiceout 2003 at the auditorium.
why am i not at all excited?so im the backstage crew..so what?does my absence makes any difference?NO.i was pretty pissed after today's rehearsal.not with the participants;they were ok but more with the people im working with.the seniors too.sheesh,i was muttering 'fark,fark,fark' all the way home in the bus.didnt had any mood to even look at my bf.sighs.juz because he's one of the seniors too.it sux when this kind of thing has to happen.double sigh.
ok ignore about that.lets talk bout the finalists.the band 'Asphyxia' whose playin Disturbed's Down with the sickness kicks major ass!and the ladies 'singles out' with their own remix of 'perhaps,perhaps,perhaps' were great too.but the song that stayed in my mind throughout the whole show came from 1 of the Young Composers;man,his song was bloody sentimental good!his singer sang it off damn well too.man,i nearly cried back there but the runners as usual had to crack some stupid joke so i didnt,haha.n i finally,finally make fwens with the breaker from my course!dats one of the few achievements im proud of being a backstage crew.u get 'access' and the upperhand. :p he's a gentleman anyway.and i have to remind myself that i have 'girlfriend' rules.but its part of socializing,aint it?
oh whatever.big day tomorrow!!!!! *drops on bed and sleeps*

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 11:01 PM

Sunday, September 21, 2003


lower down ur ego or risk being public enemy no 1.!

i read the malay newspaper today Berita Harian just for laughs.okok,dont usually read it,'cept if they feature any eye-candies or any explicit,interesting cases but today something else caught my eye.if u people caught Suria's talentime show,Anugerah,there's this particular girl named Elfaeza,yes,i could hear some people grinding their teeth already,yes,DAT so-called 'x-factor' girl.sheesh.

well,look at where she is now.im not trying to bomb her with more insults;i mean,dat girl has already received too much unwanted attacks from the public that i figure,yeah,i should cut her some slack now.so what if she's from my design course?so what if we're having the same web design class?so what if i have never,ever talked to her before?(other than 1 incident when she asked me whether a lecture was on)but who the freakin hell cares?she scarped thru the auditions,went to sing live on stage;her voice is good,w/o a doubt.but because of her undeniably weakest,uncontrollable trait,her EGO,she has recently landed on no-man's land now.and so she got kicked out from the 800 votes from public who wanted her out.

oh well.im looking forward to seeing her in skool now.i even heard her own friends talking behind her back that they too,were disgusted.sighs.poor thing.could have been a star,but heck,who knows,it may not be her chance now but the little bitch could go far 5 years from now,yer never know rite?

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that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 10:20 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2003


* chocolates,emo and town*


it was my 11mths anniversary yesterday wif my dear,sameer.glad u love the chocs,dear =) like u said,"nothing can come between u and guylian chocolates" so there u go...sheesh,chocolates are downright sinful,aint they?chocolates and me dont go well together either..if u people read WITCH's blog recently,she did stated a reason why this is so.*covers face in shame*

anyway,VoiceOut trial run as usual yesterday.i was the only pathetic SDN(school of design)freak there,among the SITs(school of Information Technology) so i felt a bit unwanted.all the same,they're quite a nice bunch to hang out with;especially cuz Witch and Amin a.k.a. 'EMO'/'Orang Iban' are there.but 1 phone call destroyed my mood before the trial run started.i was so freakin pissed that i didnt even feel like going back for the whole thing.i felt like going home and sleep and forget about the existence of the day itself.but i couldnt.

so i stayed;witch called me up to ask where the hell i was.i came down and i knew my face was totally black and i looked like i was gonna stratch someone's eyeballs out.my mood was totally flat.the stage manager,hadirman n programme manager,vikrant,said hello to me and i barely managed a smile.they turned to amin questioningly and that dumb2 amin shrugged,saying "dier memang gitu;selalu emo!" (she's always like that,always emo!" urghhh....feel like strangling that fathead.but he never fails to make me crack up in laughter though so i guess i'll spare his life for the moment.but back to that phone call.

its all thanks to you,asswipe.u think u can tempt me with your sickeningly-sweet words and fake charm after disappearing for farkin ages and leaving me when i needed u most?u think i held on for u all these time?u think i want u back in my life when u went off,breaking my heart farkin ages ago?well think again,jerk.u aint gonna get anything more from me.i had it over with u.u and i are ancient napolean history.so go away and leave me alone.im perfectly happy with my sameerand i've never feel so loved or in love before.pack up your romeo act and go home.desperado fungi-infected parasite.uurghhhh..

on the other hand,to de-stress ourselves me n witch went town to 'park tor' after voiceout,which was bout 7pm+.hahahaa,was totally fun.we laughed so much and ogled at clothes that we cant possible afford and other 'stuff' too. *winks* now im wondering how the hell am i gonna wake up for tml's 9am trial run...yawns......what a helluva of day!

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that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 12:01 AM

Thursday, September 18, 2003


ARGHHHH....
my layout screwed up!!!
had to start from scrape again!!!!
aarrghhh!!!!!!!
stupid blogger!!!!!
argh!!!!!
:(


that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 1:56 PM

Monday, September 15, 2003


im sick!im sick!im sick! urghh =( now all my classmates down the row are sniffing their running noses out too,thanks to me.oh,not to mention sore throats.what to do?i had to come to skool today or else my dumb night safari assignment will get a rotten zero.bleah!all the same.....here's something to cheer up at.... *grins*


Anyone watching 'turn left turn right' soon??i admit it sounds and looks like your typical messy-mushy love story..BUT...there's takeshi kaneshiro!!!woo!!!bet my dear wont b even thinking of having his ass dragged off by his gf to catch it.oh well.. *sniffs sniffs* anyway WITCH babe,if you're reading this,so sorry i cant come down for stage arts meeting today;cant afford to spread my disease to you people too :( i think i'll pack up and go home now...mom called juz now and scolded me over my change of voice..haiz... feel so pathetic... =(

h0oked on:3 doors down-Here without you




that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 5:45 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2003


Eeeek... cute rite?i so want a pet! :( thanks to my sis,our house are out of bounds for cats,hamsters,chincillas,and anything furry.She has this fur-phobia or something;strange little girl.so left the fish category which MY DAD has this phobia of keeping them ever again.i think he hated himself when our 5 goldfishes died last year.he used to be a passionate fish-lover;kept many breeds of fishes before.think he got very upset when what he kept and loved so much died under his nose.same happened to my dear ,he was devastated when his only goldfishy died too...w'sup with men and fishes?ok,nvm..hahah...
off to do my assignment wif my partner;gotta revamp the lamey night safari,sheesh.laters!


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that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 11:48 AM

Thursday, September 11, 2003


Redang island pix are up!(click on pics to satisfy your sight/enlarge)


From left,waiting for check in:me,my 13-yr-old sis,diyana n 14-yr-old bro,sufiyan.


How heavenly the beach there looks like


My sis,diyana a.k.a. breakblaze in her snorkelling gear


Lastly,us in the sea,along with my mum;far left.Redang for life,baby!:p

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that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 11:36 PM

Wednesday, September 10, 2003




that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 7:58 PM

pirates and public nudity?

ok..right about now,im downloading tryouts from the net cuz this stupid,lamey skool comp has no adobe photoshop,no illustrator,no imageready,even no dreamweaver!WTH?might as well drink rum with captain jack sparrow on some 'ulu' island and say bye bye to poly life!hahaha..

ok ok yes,i did managed 2 catch Pirates of the Carribean today with my dear in the afternoon @ AMK,a 5 mins walk from skool;simply convenient 4 us students to de-stress our wrecked brains.i daresay,Johnny Depp was amazing!a true-blue pirate that i dont mind getting kidnapped from,heh.Orlando was okay,but i still prefer him as an elf with long,blond locks.As for the robust 18-yr-old main actress,all i have is 1 question for you:How in the blue bananas did you get an hour-glass figure like that?!freakin babe,man.yes,im sprouting with green envy now.hahah..

As for the public nudity,guess what?on our way back to skool after the movie,my dear spotted this totally naked chinese man standing near this traffic light junction,shouting "i want to marry ******** forever!!" (sorry,i didnt quite catch wat's d poor gal's name.)WTF?!!freaking lunatic!i was major freaked out too.thank God the cops arrived at the scene A.S.A.P. they should get him locked up in some faraway asylum or sth.but on the other hand,it was kinda funny and sad too.Rejection is very hard to take sometimes,believe me.but pls have some sense not to go to that extent lah,sheesh!*shakes head in amusement*

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 7:56 PM

Tuesday, September 09, 2003


guess whose back?


aight people,im finally back!phew.wad a holiday!had 1 of the best times of my life!rite now,im still trying to adapt to the fact that im no longer awaking to the sounds of the waves crashing a few metres away and the white doves chirping like nobody's buisness. *sighs* bummer.all the same,glad to be safely home at last.i still feel like im in the boat,rocking from left to right,right to left,waiting to dive into the greenish-blue,crystal clear sea.urgh,gonna take a loong time gettin used back to singapore,skool(ASSIGNMENTS!aiyo yo!) and etc.

right about this time,back at Redang island,im most probably be snorkeling with my parents while my siblings go kayaking.i tell you,its under the sea heaven down there!!gorgeous corals,up-close and personal fishes that feed from your own bare hands,flour-like white sand,millions of shells and oohh,i could go on and on about this.sentosa seems dull and black when compared to Redang island. *sighs again* i wanna go there again!please zap me back there now!and oh oh!did i mention i saw a baby shark while snorkeling too?yup!ultra-cool or what?people,u gotta see the underwater world with your own eyes to witness its pulchritude and the wonderful creations by God.

okay people,logging off now.think i gotta call my fren on how she did with the assignments *guilty smile*.reality hurts,man.*hugs to all who missed me*

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 1:41 PM

Thursday, September 04, 2003


Good thursday morning fellow blogians!

First n foremost,i apologise for not been updating this week due to crappy,mission-impossible assignments,endless VoiceOut auditons + trials runs,and lots others "unforseen circumstances". *half-smiles* im rushin like mad for my assignments cuz i'll be out of this country tomorrow all the way to next monday!!

yup,believe it or not,i so wanted a vacation a month ago and my parents booked tickets to Sibu Redang Island,Malaysia for 3 days 2 nights. i was so delirious back then,dreaming of sandy beaches and bluey seas.but lately,i dont think its a good idea to have a holiday afterall.assignments r due next week and im workin wif a partner for 2 bloody assignments.i cant juz leave her to do everything,cant i?guilty conscience has been snapping at me for the past few days.so i tired to manhandle between assignments and VoiceOut at the same time which sounds impossible. *sighs* i scraped through the auditions' registration and it turned out okay,despite the fact my HP bill has increased misearably. *another sighs*

See,im going for a vacation tml and im sighing like an old woman who hasnt been touched and held for a long time.its juz not right!!!urghhhhh...on the other hand,i managed to squueze in a date wif my dear yesterday;we'd planned to watch Pirates of the Carribean but unfortunately the sneak previews were over and it opens only TODAY.eeping crappy.so he treated me to Legally Blonde 2 at last.quite a big crowd at Cine Cathay;toilets queues were effing long!but overall,i find it bimbotic,with dumb twists here and there but still okay.good movie to laugh and have a good time.

So okay people,guess i'll end here.dont miss me too much yea?hopefully be back next week.peace!

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 8:55 AM
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