Sunday, August 31, 2003


ok people,so the poor goldfish died.*sighs* oh well..nvm,lets talk bout marriage now,i've been dyin 2 blog about this ;)

When i get married..hopefully before the age of 25..i will..

1. Get my own apartment,but always droppin by to visit my parents;hey,i love them to bits!!
2. Adopt a cat from the cats society,probably a white persian
3. Minimise the furniture in my house,for breathing space
4. Have a circular wooly rug/carpet in front of my tv set
5. Purchase an automatic-dry washing machine for laundry
6. Have a standardised prayer corner/room
7. Never bring durians home;eat them outside or at my parents' house for personal reasons *winks*
8. Wait for my husband to come back home from work,if he takes the mrt then ill wait for him at the mrt station
9. Always,always,always have food at home
10. STOP DREAMING AND GET A LIFE!

Hahahaha...eh,they're showing the ' Aakhen khuli' music video from Mohabbatein now on Suria!my fav!!haha,laters!

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 3:15 PM

Friday, August 29, 2003


A tormented goldfish and a doggy pillow*

Hah.yesterday was crackin bananas funny.you see,we had to film this short commercial for our Digital Sound and Video(DSV) group assignment.so we settled on Mentos.you know,the 'mentos freshmaker' trademark..yea!!so someone had to become the main actor,d one and only promotin for the whole thing,and that someone unfortunately had to be Rad.hahahaha... kudos to him for being sporting!a goldfish was also unfortunately involved.here're how the story goes.


boy bringin goldfish home>plastic carrier starts to leak>boy sees used plastic cup near dustbin>boy puts in goldifsh>cup also leaks>boy comes up wif idea and eat Mentos>boy runs for the fish shop>boy accidentally drops cup>boy carries it in his hands>boy puts it in his mouth>boy reaches shop finally to get a tank.


crappy but exceptional huh?lol* and the whole thing was shot at 1 of the Ang Mo Kio's neighbourhood so you can imagine this guy in red shirt running around wif a goldfish..hahah.. and dont worry,the goldfish is now under the care of Rad and though it has been ripped off by its dignity,its still breathing and kicking ass in that tank.hahaha.. and oh yeah,Macdonalds' currently selling that cute doggy pillows for $3.95 when you buy an extra value meal.so um mm,i kinda fell for it after carressin my fren's pillow n yea,my dear bought it for me!!woohoo.. *hugs* thanx dear :) its the grey and white one too..my fav out of the 4..haha..wait till my sis sees it! evil luff*

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 11:33 AM

Tuesday, August 26, 2003


y is my blog so slow in publishing?!!!

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 1:39 PM

Monday, August 25, 2003



Right about this moment,i think im loving my life the way it is now.1st time a monday feels so wonderfully great.I went to skool early,not because im a dupe and 4got my class starts late again(?!!) but simply because i wanted to be with my dear before his 8am class.missed him a lot during the weekends.and yesterday,i played Disciples 2:Dark Prophecy wif my lil bro all d way till 2am!freakin bananas cool!im just so addicted to dat game;i cant even lift my butt off dat computer chair!hahaha.. its super-eeping addictive,i tell u!character design among the best too!and its so middle-earth,lord-of-the-rings kind..with its warlords and archangels and warriors and devils and orcs and elves and oooohhh,i can just go on and on!BUT,i wont or else u ppl will think im eccentric 2 get so bloody excited over a game..hah.aightz,ive said enough la..gotta do some work,now.. ooh,lovely monday! *skips around the comp lab* wad could possible go wrong?? *falls flat on the face* ....


that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 9:01 AM

Friday, August 22, 2003


confidence,my ass!hahaha...
confident
Confident


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WOoOoo...johnny depp,baby!! ;) okok,i know im supposed to be workin on my stupid assignment rite now but i juz need 2 get this shitty stress of me..u see,i went down 2 skool today juz to sign a lamey SDN club official form!! *bleep,bleep*urghh.....i have not eaten since breakfast too and im still surviving!so...does dat makes me a pirate wife for captain jack sparrow?

You are... 'Wait, this is supposed to be a punishment?'  Yeah, I'm a little confused, too.  Stuck on a beautiful deserted island with a shitload of rum and Captain Jack Sparrow... %
You are... 'Wait, this is supposed to be a
punishment?' Yeah, I'm a little confused, too.
Stuck on a beautiful deserted island with a
shitload of rum and Captain Jack Sparrow...
What's not to like?! If you want to leave this
place, you are CRAZY!


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that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 11:07 AM

wad is wrong wif the internet these days?!!!!!!!blogger's publishing process is damn slow.my tagboard's certified dead.not to mention,im wayyy behind deadlines.im so lagging and im too tired to catch up.maybe i should call this diploma quits and get married and go migrate to somewhere rural,among the sheep and green,sunflower fields.yeah rite! urgh..

h0oked on:50 cent-P.I.M.P.



that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 10:20 AM

Wednesday, August 20, 2003


okay so i screwed up in the final paragraph of my last post.i felt kinda stupid and dumb the next day.thanx to all anyway who showed concern,you know who you are *hugs* it didnt have to take more than a day to realise how important and special he is to me.1 thing for sure,the lesson learnt here is that no matter how close you are to that person,or how much you love him/her,your own personal space and time is essential too.sometimes,being too close to that someone makes u feel confined,small and a loss of confidence plus freedom.so once in a while,sipping a cup of mocha at Starbucks by yourself while watching smooching couples go by doesnt sound lame at all,trust me!hahah..aightz,gotta go meet WITCH at the skool's shopping arcade right now.will blog more later,peace!

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 11:59 AM

Saturday, August 16, 2003


time and time again
i went to watch LXG last thurs wif sam and his other frens,mostly SIT (School of Information Technology)seniors and found out to my utter disappoinment dat dorian gray ISNT johnny depp.juz some clone of him.oh well.d movie itself is a major letdown,with crappy twists here and there. *$7.50 gone* but do watch it wif a bunch of frens 2 laugh it out,especially at sean connery's sarcasm.

today,the sdn ogls met up for the first time ever after the freshies' orientation.the seniors are passing down their posts in the club's commitee at the end of this year and they have already chosen several of us to replace them.and guess wad i got?president,my ass.more of like treasurer...hahaha..yep,treasurer!wth?? *shrugs* im nvr gd wif money and my maths awfully sucks.financial-wise...well...lets say shopping is one of my passion,which doesnt count.but im willing to give this post a try and am quite contented wif it since it doesnt really require much participation in business like proposals and stuff.not yet anyway.we'll see how it goes.

and to that someone....i think we need some time off without each other.no sms-es,no calls,no goin to school together,no goin home together.i've been thinkin a lot about this,about us.maybe a little breathing space is a solution.its not dat you're not giving me time for me to be wif other people but its juz dat,i need some time to find my own self and where i stand in this relationship.perhaps a few days off wont hurt.maybe then we can realise each other's worth again.then again,im missing u like hell rite now so all these musings dont help at all.*sighs*

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 9:39 PM

Wednesday, August 13, 2003


i cant resist myself when i saw this at fayre's so i decided to try it and voila!guess wad??im gonna marry justin timberlake!like PHWOARRRR *flies up to heaven*....... yeah rite...................*drops back on earth* hahaha...and yes yes,that's my real name for those who dunno...juz call me nini aightz?
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DateJanuary 10, 2022
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that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 7:17 PM

sathi and fondle

i think i had too much laughter juz now.hang out for the first time wif kinah , haniza,saran and faz juz now in skool's FJ (Food Junction).crapped a lot.saran was teachin kinah new tamil words for her to scold this particular person,whom i shall not eloborate further in respect of my dearest bud.den started the 3 types of girls in Indian.there's 1.sathi ,the religious and decent kind,there's type 2 whom guys will automatically feel seduced by and there's type 3 whom guys will run away from.all these probed more bullshit and laughter from us.
then came haniza's handphone's wooly case which i find rather nice to touch.somehow afterthat kinah and saran got the morbid sensation of playing with it too.this initiated saran to say 'i like to fondle things' nonchantly and us gals cracked up of course.poor saran looked blur afterthis.sheesh.girls' talk eh?
aightz,gtg,im anticipatin tears soon.my mom always say not to laugh so much or else you'll end up crying later.oh well...its true sometimes..as much as i like to pooh-pooh at it!laters!

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 6:15 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2003


i didnt cheat,i swear!eek,johnny depp!!! ;) cant hardly wait 2 catch 'LXG'!dear said we're goin tml thursday with some other of his frens..but who cares as long as i get 2 watch it!hehehe...oops,dat ah moy teacher's comin..better minimise this screen... *disappears*

Your Ideal Gentleman is Mr. Dorian Gray!
Congratulations! Your ideal gentleman is Mr.
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dandy.


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that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 11:45 AM

Monday, August 11, 2003


Ferrero Rocher
Ferrero Rocher: Your life may appear to others as
golden, but that is because you hide your
problems to them. You know that there are many
obstacles in the way, and this may make you
pessimistic, but are you have to do is simply
just to take the challenges in stride, for at
the end of it all, lies a deep satisfaction
that will let you know that it was worth it,
and it'll make your life truly sweet after
that.


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ah lovely,gimme a ferrero rocher anytime n ill cheer up even on my moodiest days *grinz*

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 2:03 PM

Friday, August 08, 2003


Bring back bubu!
[an outcry for kak norain's justice]


nobrainner.blogspot has finally shutdown.i am terribly saddened and angered by this.sad bcuz bubu was the one who started this bloggin world;to me,she's the mother of all mothers' blogs,she's the queen and she still is.
angry and shocked and hurt bcuz somewhere out there,a human being,like u and me,breathes of animosity and jealousy towards her/his own kind,towards a muslimah,towards a woman i greatly respect.
to the person/more-treacherous-than-saddam-or-bush who have caused all this>
she does not deserves this.if she does than list me 1 million reasons why.
has she ever hurt your feelings?has she ever in a way disgrace our religion?u speak of religious matters as if u know.
as if u're a mufti,as if ure sins-free,as if ure God.nau' zubillah.get this right,ure NOT.NOT in a
thousand lifes u get,not in million chances that God has given u to escape,U WILL NVR B GOD TO JUDGE PPL SO DAMN HARSHLY.
even i,i confess that im not perfect,i make sins too,i pray for forgiveness,im carelessand forgetful at times,but i do not go around insulting ppl that she/he is not religious enough.
there is no phrase as 'NOT RELIGIOUS ENUFF'.ure either good or bad,or stable in both directions.
im not only defending my own religion here,im also speaking out rights for all who have discriminated against,who have been shunned by their own people;for everybody who have been hurt by others' cruel judgement.
U want to correct a person's mistake,u do it the respect way.not to insult or globalise that person's mistake and have a downfall on yourself too.
what good will it make?
but its still not too late.still not to late for an apology.ure still breathing.God is givin u a chance to at least cool down,if jus an iota,
the heart of the person u have unjustifiedly hurt and broken.do your job now while there's still light.amin.
and to my dearest bubu,bring your blog up again please.some of ur blogs have managed to touch me so deep,they'd alter some of the negative thoughts or weaknesses inside me.
i love your blogs,and i love u as a big sister even though we rarely meet up or talk.and i will always remember your good deeds(eg. how u advised me durin those late nights on msn/irc about my feelings bout sam who wasnt my bf yet that time and how u and WITCH brought the both of us together).thank u bubu.and even if u decided not to ever put ur site back,i will still respect ur decision and u as a person. *hugs and kisses*




that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 11:47 AM

Tuesday, August 05, 2003


*grumble grumble*
im freakin hungry.its over 2:30pm in skool and ive been glued to my seat in this freezin comp lab since 10am.5 freakin hours.5 freakin hours of doin my website's design assignment.5 freakin hours of stomach growling for food.5 freakin hours of withstanding this nippy cold.
but u know what?3 more freakin hours to go and i'll probably be a happy,quacking duck back.3 more freakin hours and my stomach will end its sufferings.3 more freakin hours and i'll get to see him again.3 more hours and hopefully,hopefully i get this html shit done and over with.just...3.....more....hourssss......... *brrr*

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 2:43 PM

Sunday, August 03, 2003


*If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right*


Gd sunday afternoon to all!am listenin to Clay aiken's This is the night now.pretty gayish song 4 an afternoon like this.*wonders how he stretches his vocals that high* oh well..on the another hand,im freeeeakin hungry.and yesterday,i went to the SIR building at Lavender to change my passport's pic.apparently the last time i went M'sia,1 of the immigration officers there cheekily asked me,

him:"Umur beraper,dek?"(translation:wats your age,lil sister?)

me,rising an eyebrow: Um mm..18?

that cheeky immigration officer: Gambar nampak kecik ajer(Your picture looks small)

me,irritated by now: Huh?Yelah,yelah.. *strode off* (yes,yes..i get where you're trying to get at,asswipe!)

So yea,when i told my mum,she just laughed mercilessly at me and said its time for me to get a new passport pic.which i did yesterday.geez,i look like some white-powdered minah in a blaq tudung in my new pic.whatever.on a brighter note,my mum also booked 5 tickets to Redang Island for the 5th-9th September 2003.hehehe.. n shucks,the malay wedding taking place opposite my blk is making a din,man.They came in motorbikes n all,so the carpark was congested wif dirty smoke and screechin tyres.i dont mind the traditional kompang though...

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