Saturday, May 31, 2003


Edward Scissorshand nvr fails to move me n touch dat coldest inch of my soul.. *sighs*

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 1:42 AM

Wednesday, May 28, 2003


---Dreamin of ZION awake---

i can hardly recall how d small,red blotch of dry blood came about on my bottom lip,as i stared at myself in the bathroom's mirror this mornin,wif my purple-smeared-wif-darlie toothbrush in my hand.Could it b...

a) i dreamt i was Trinity last nite,fightin my ass off wif d Agents,resultin my mouth 2 bleed?
b) i bit my lips a bit too hard in excitement when Sam pointed out d QT pie,Ash from d Tv series Light Years @ Plaza Singapura yesterday?
c) Sum1 bit my lips while bz kissin me @ d same time yesterday?errr.....
d) i cut my lip on a jug's lid yesterday while tryin 2 taste d Sunkist peach juice drink i made?hm mm..
While i attempt 2 rake in2 my (poor)memory system 2 solve this mystery,there r a few 'Thank-you's i hav 2 make 2 ppl whom w/o them,yesterday's 'Matrix Reloaded Day' would not hav happened @ all.thank u WITCH,4 helpin 2 get my ass outta d hse 2 go out wif my dear,n 4 willingly get urself involved in this treachery against my mum.n thank u,dear...4 keepin up 2 ur promise n treatin me 2 a fantastic movie,2nd backrow seats,sweet popcorn, n d Matrix combo set.TE AMO`,DEAR..


that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 2:13 PM

Sunday, May 25, 2003


:Reload yourself:

phwoar!!!if im a guy,i would die 2 bcome Neo!he's simply enthralling!n i didnt cheat,i swear! *grinz* neway 2 dat special someone,im holdin on 2 ur 'matrix' promise,okiez.. ;)


You are Neo
You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You
display a perfect fusion of heroism and
compassion.


What Matrix Persona Are You?
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that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 12:26 AM

Saturday, May 24, 2003


sorry 4 not been updatin my blogsite 4 sometime.my blog's template disappeared mysteriously so i had 2 redo everythin again *argh* neway,ive finally got my very own 'free' thermometer;had 2 take my temperature in skool(4 briefin on this camp ill most probably b goin,i think...*shrugs) yesterday.kinda freaky n exciting....NOT.oh well...blast the sweltering heat these days!*fans myself* i need 2 b locked up in a freezer full of ice-cream!

s0ng 0f d day:P.O.D.-Sleeping Awake



that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 1:50 PM

Monday, May 19, 2003


~7 mths wif d most wonderful guy~

Ok,heh,im gonna b a bit sentimental n mushy in 2day's entry so bear wif me pls~ n yes be4 i go on,i spent a great time wif dear WITCH 2day @ AMK..thanx 4 mtin up wif me,galfren! :) now,back 2 d Land of Mushy-ness,d below song is dedicated fer ya,dear :) hav alwaz tot this is 1 of d greatest luv songs eva done by 2 of d most talented musicians.. enjoy..


Moon so bright, night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Life's a dream we are dreaming
Race the moon, catch the wind
Ride the night to the end
Seize the day, stand up for the light

[chorus] I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do

Heroes rise, heroes fall
Rise again, win it all
In your heart, can't you feel the glory
Through our joy, through our pain
We can move worlds again
Take my hand, dance with me
[chorus]
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my lifetime loving you
Though we know we will never come again
Where there is love, life begins
Over and over again
Save the night, save the day
Save the love, come what may
Love is worth everything we pay
[chorus x2]
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my lifetime loving you......

I want to spend my lifetime loving you-Tina Arena n Marc Anthony




that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 11:22 PM

Saturday, May 17, 2003


Heehee *blushes* ive alwaz adored sunsets.. *hint hint to sum1* anyway,trip 2 JB(Johor Baru 4 those who dunno)went gd 2day.got a new pair of blaq sandals,courtesy of my generous mum.y is she being extremely,over-the-max nice 2 me these days? *guilty sob*



You are the good ol' classic sunset. Romantical
and serene, you're genuine nature will
guarentee you an incredible amount of pain in
this life as you realize how many phony
hypocrites are out there. Sooner or later
you'll decide to stop hating them and start
helping them. Don't expect anything, give your
love without abandon and you will reap
countless rewards.

You are not greedy. Thank you for your flexibility
and willingness to compromise. Yeah you can be
stubborn, but for the most part, you're willing
to hang loose.

Know this...that no matter what, you are loved.


-~Which SUNSET are you? (v.2)~-
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that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 10:56 PM

Friday, May 16, 2003


*~Divine Discontent~*

wokay,its all settled now.met up wif him 2day,s'posed 2 b handin in my 'student-assistant' form 4 my skool's library(yes,skool's LIBRARY,would u believe it?haaaa...)but its a public hol,Vesak's Day.so he suggested goin 2 d Esplanade.4 a min there,i was like,WOAH.been an eon since we've been there 2gether.thanx dear,i really enjoyed myself! :D anyway,on d other hand,i accompanied my mum 2 her spa treatment appointment 2 days ago.n d boss of d beauty company or wateva u call it,was like "wouldn ur dotter would luv 2 try our milk bath n facial blablablah too??" i turned 2 my mum wif big,innocent puppy eyes,w/o over-doin d act.She luffed,n said,2 my utmost surprise,or rather,promised,"next time,my next appointment,she'll hav 1 too".baloney or wad??simply radical! n oh,i luv 2day's Song of d day cuz they played it 4 d 'Travel 2 New Zealand' ad on tv n i so want 2 go there 1 day.all kinds of gorgeousity exists in NZ!even LOTR's background setting was captured there! *sighs* go d/l it now,ppl!

s0ng 0f d day:Sixpence None The Richer-Dont dream its over



that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 12:38 AM

Wednesday, May 14, 2003


wad happened 2 "Miss-No-Longer-Afraid"?

still freakin miserable.seein my bf 2day(more of like bumpin in2 him) in skool while wif my 2 clazmates,CT n Chad,made it more worse.i dunno y i felt like runnin away from him,when at d same time i felt like leapin in2 his arms n tell him how i miss him so much,after not seein him for a while.its gettin hard 4 us now.wif both of us HP-less.izzit ok 2 feel this way,hatin him n lovin him at d same time?u hear all these songs bout hatin some1 n lovin some1 @ d same time but izzit possible?izzit even believable? *shrugs* beats me.im d confused dopehead rite now.so u tell me.den again,i shouldn b too ' emo'(HIS fav word)on this.take things easy n go wif d flow,like they alwaz say.hell yeah.being an independent woman sounds like a gd option too.hmm mmm...

s0ng 0f d day:Snoop Dogg-Beautiful



that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 1:47 AM

Monday, May 12, 2003


im juz downright pissed.dats all. 2am plus now.stupit blogger cant set d accurate time so ignore d time below this.anyway,i cant slp tho i want 2.too pissed.so my fren WITCH's tokin 2 me on msn now n i thank her 4 dat.or else i would b lyin on dat bed,eyes wide open,fists balled up,waitin 2 hit sumthin.or someone.no,watchin Fight Club was not d cause 4 this.sumthin else is makin me pissed.n miserable.damnit.

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 2:05 AM

Sunday, May 11, 2003


missin d Eedjit

sheesh i still cant believe he lost his hp..dats seemed 2 b d only method of 'instant' communication left 4 us..n look!its gone..kapoof! this is goin 2 b damn hard..wif skool's over n excuses 2 go out r runnin dangerously low n thin,how else am i 2 mt u?but fear not,i shall not give up.if this gonna b d way 4 2 freakin mths,den mote it shall be.i m still standin on my ground n i hav proven 2 them dat i can survive w/o my mobile phone.oh heck~ anyway,bumped in2 an old,gothic-gorgeous fren of mine,shahirah,yest while wif my clazmates @ far east plaza.she still remembered me even after my not-so-impressive record @ Pioneer Jc durin d 3 months-after-d-O-levels thingy.bless her soul~ i wanna type more but my eyes r not co-operatin wif my fingers.."sleep,sleep!",they command me.heck,i alwaz fall victim 2 crappiness like this when im sleepy..sorry!n *muah* 2 my Eedjit!juz hang in there yeah?

s0ng 0f d day:Jewel-Intuition



that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 12:59 AM

Friday, May 09, 2003


freedom finally!!

juz finished my presentation for my studio project.woohooooo :D it went okay *shrugs* i feel somewhat relieved n free-er if there's such a word.goin suntec city later wif my classmates.ta~


that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 12:41 PM

Tuesday, May 06, 2003


ARGHH.....

Somebody knock me hard on my head now!i need a concussion(is dat how u spell it?oh,wateva!)QUICK! anythin 2 escape from this ridiculous feelin of stress n fatigue n pain.deadline 4 my dumb-dumb animation Studio Project is tml!y oh y cant we hav normal exams like everybody else?y am i even in this design course?*tears out hair* im gonna fail 4 sure.already 2 teachers hav been warnin me dat im in big shit if i dont hand in my work.how encouragin is dat?*rolls eyes* oh sighs.i miss literature......n i wanna watch X-Men 2!! Wolverineeeeee!!!!


that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 12:02 AM

Thursday, May 01, 2003


*Naked*

Evenin ppl~ my dad juz reformatted my sick comp finally n its like a complete naked body now,wif no clothes on.sheesh* d/lin MSN Messenger now..more other programs 2 install n d/l.bleah~ Neway,juz like wad WITCH ranted in her blog,i m equally shocked dat trenyce n reuben were voted bottom 2..i mean,u deaf voters ought 2 dig ur ears A.S.A.P. ok?!! *shakes head sadly* sighs....n Clay sang dat 'Solitaire' song so,so beautifully well!n err...how's my new layout?should i stick 2 it?comments,ppl,i need comments!

s0ng 0f d day:Good Charlotte-The Anthemn



that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 10:48 PM
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