Monday, April 28, 2003


Town.HP-less.Timeless.n BULKY animation files.

Me n eliz went 2 town last sat wif our big,bulky,transparent animation files,after our studio project @ 1430,since she had 2 wait 4 her br8er bf all d way @ 1800 n i had planned 2 mt my bf too.so we had a bit of a gals day out in town,w/o any HP,clueless of d time,n even went searchin 4 payphones!how pathetic can u get eh? *lol* she 4got 2 bring hers while mine is eternally confiscated by my parents.bleah~ neway,window-shopping @ wisma was really heart-breakin cuz there were so,so many gd clothes 2 choose from n my hands were itchin 2 touch em,2 carress em n bring em home.'cept dat im dead broke.TopShop n Mango were havin a decent sale some more!aarrghhh...i dont mean 2 sound so materialistic but its been a decade since i went clothes-shoppin n pamper myself wif new stuff. *sighs* anybody givin out $$ 4 fun out there?my hands r alwaz wide open 4 u! heh..

s0ng 0f d day:TLC-Damaged

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 2:42 PM

Thursday, April 24, 2003


%% UNWELL %%

Been a while since i've blogged.blame it on my Studio Project (2 n a half wk doin tedious animation on a dumb rice sack).I haven even pass WITCH her b'day gift yet.sorry babe,if ure readin this! neway,i feel darn lethargic now.im s'posed 2 b doin my animation.im stayin back in skool 2 finish it.but im sick of tryin 2 make d stupit rice sack walk instd of slidin or movin its belly.argh.i wanna go home now wif my bf,juz spendin d travellin time wif him n get myself comforted wif his smile n luffter n usual crappiness.heh.yeah,i think ill juz pack up after this n head straight home,even wif no bf 2 accompany me.. oh well,life gotta b unfair stimes rite?

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

*Matchbox Twenty -Unwell*

s0ng 0f d day:Matchbox 20-Unwell

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 2:44 PM

Saturday, April 19, 2003


New day has come

DAMN!!i accidentally deleted d last post!!!!!!!!!aAaarrghhhhhhhhhhhhh.....
y does d rain falls everytime i cry?it rained again this mornin.i was waitin 4 u.i arrived 2 mins late after 0715 n i didnt c u there.nvm,mb we'll mt in skool,mb not,mb u'll pop in this cold,empty lab n give me a big hug to drown away my sorrows,mb u wont show up at all...
i juz had a luff wif d amiable cleaner auntie,whom i almost hit wif d door.hahah..didnt c her bhind d door,pickin up d litter,sheesh* ive apologised anyway n we had a gd luff over it.i admire this auntie.she comes everyday w/o fail,mon to sat,from 6am+ all d way to 7pm,cleanin d comp labs,windows n loos dirtied by moronic,ignorant students on level 5 of d SIT/SDN blk.i mean,give her a break.dustbins exist almost anywhere so y cant u at least hav d decency 2 throw away ur rubbish there? *sighs* i need a life.been a long time since ive been 2 town n juz walk ard,hangin out wif my galfrens,oglin @ d gd-lookin guys,luffin @ our corny jokes.n WITCH's 18th b'day is next mon!!Aaaccck!!!

s0ng 0f d day:Norain Khan-Darkness

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 8:34 AM

Tuesday, April 15, 2003


*VAMPIRIC OBSESSION*
i've crawled back 2 my old past time of readin Anne Rice's novels again.1st addiction happened after watchin 'Queen of the Damned' years ago.(or was it last yr?or last,last yr?)den i saw dat book in Popular,by accident,n i fell in luv wif it immediately.i want it i want it i want it!call me nerd.call me bookworm.but u cant stop me from readin n fantanisin bout d vampiric world.whether these beautiful bloodsuckers exist or not,i will still kp on readin bout em.n dats d bottomline cuz I say so.


that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 8:46 AM

Monday, April 14, 2003


[The invasion of MATs]


So i'd went 2 Bras Basah on my own last Sat,knocked in2 some really macabre,kentalan Mats in Art Friend,n they,as alwaz,seized d lifetime opportunity 2 disturb me....


1 of d MATs: Ehhh,si dier ni(pointin @ me rudely)lebih cantik dari paper kiter nak beli kan?
[Translation:Ehh,this girl's more prettier than d papers we wanna buy rite?]
MATs altogether guffawed their asses off.I ignored them completely,forcin myself 2 kp on browsin d papers while plottin silently ways of how 2 eliminate MATs.
Another of d MATs: Eh,korang ni datang sini nak cari barang ke orang? [Eh,u all come here 2 find things or ppl?]
MATs luffed again n i glared at those wretches,disgusted dat they've labelled me like some doll on display.

Thank God i had some dignity left in me dat time,or else i would hav showed my middle finger n screamed curses @ em.Thank God,thank God.

s0ng 0f d day:Eminem-Sing For The Moment

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 8:54 AM

Friday, April 04, 2003



i confess,i used 2 luv Squall!i miss Final Fantasy 8 so much.heh.i hav my bf now.i think he's more of a hero 2 me *muah* n oh,ive secured myself in my course's DEBARRMENT list,as told by my Mentor 2day.wad hav i gotten myself in2 now??


that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 7:18 PM

*METEORA*

yay!finally got my hands on Linkin Park's new album.its smashin,i tell ya.They tried many different sounds n concepts n i luv it!try listenin 2
Nobody's Listening' n u can hear some Chinese flute in d background.power gilerrr n 2 all out there,get their album now!im in d comp lab @ 4th floor 4 d 1st time now n my dear juz showed me a clip of his fren,Nigel,wif his PINK boxer shorts!!!gdness gracious me!!wahahaha..

s0ng 0f d day:Linkin Park -Easier To Run

that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 9:09 AM

Thursday, April 03, 2003



i wrote this yest on my way home in d 903 bus.


I walk wif a frown,no longer smilin,no longer appreciatin.
U robbed me of my freedom,my sight,my senses.
U stole my heart,soul n life.
I no longer breathe freely,i choke n it hurts.
Ure never there anymore.
U hold me n i felt nuthin.
I saw nuthin else left in those eyes that used to adore me.
The stars,they lost their shine,no longer guidin me home.
They're fading away,lost and forlorn.
I want to join them.
I dont want to be abandoned.
U're never there when i need u.
shall we say our goodbyes now?Or shall we pretend n stay together?
I need answers.N i need u here now.
Damn,I still luv u no matter how.
Maybe we need to spend time off apart.
U watch the stars from there n I'll count them from here.
We'll still as one,still together at heart....
Right?


that kitty next door frees a bottled buterfly @ 10:01 AM
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